Lies & Betrayal

Chapter 41: Memories

While asleep you start to get flashbacks of the past. You start getting flashbacks of the Miss Mystic Falls Pageant, how Damon took Kol's place, your time with Damon and the some of your time in Hydra, you remember the beginning how they had you in a dark room, sprayed with you water and shocked you. You also remember your widow training. You wake up in a fright, sitting up still unaware of your surroundings.

Damon: *He walks toward you* Hey, hey... you're okay...

Y/N: Damon! *You hug him* I remembered somethings... *You say shaken*

Damon: That's good, what did you remember? *He smiles and sits down next to you*

Y/N: I remember us... the time we spent together *You blush* and..

Damon: And? *He sees the frown on your face and fear in your eyes*

Y/N: Some of what they did to me... at Hydra... my spells weren't working *Tears start to stream down your face* They tortured me before brainwashing me...

Damon: *He holds your hand gently* I'm sorry Y/N, why don't you rest for a bit okay?

Y/N: Okay... *You say unsure*

Damon: Rest I'm just outside *He says in a reassuring tone and stands up*

Y/N: Damon?

Damon: Yes?

Y/N: Can you stay?

Damon: Of course

He goes to sir on the chair in your room.

Y/N: Lay next to me

Damon: Okay

He comes and lays next to you.

Y/N: *You turn and face him* Thank you for staying

Damon: Always, now sleep I promise I won't leave *He says his blue eyes piecing yours*

Y/N: Okay

You go back to sleep, you start to get flashbacks. You start to remember Kol and your breakup, what happened after, the video Davina sent to everyone, prom and the loss of your baby. You wake up in a sweat.

Y/N: Damon? *You say in barely a whisper*

Damon: I'm here, what's wrong? *He says from beside you*

Y/N: I remember Davina and the breakup... Prom... how I... lost... *You stutter still in shock*

Damon: *Realising what you're saying* You remember your baby... *He says worried*

Y/N: Yes... *You say in a shaky tone*

Damon: It wasn't your fault *He says in a caring tone*

Y/N: But... it was *You say in a painful tone*

Damon: *Turns to look at you* Hey listen to me... it wasn't trust me

Y/N: *You turn to him* I trust you but..

Damon: No buts... you're reliving the pain it's understandable, you actually went to therapy for it... it helped you *He says reassuringly*

Y/N: It got so bad I needed therapy? *You frown*

Damon: Therapy isn't a bad thing..

Y/N: I know just used to coping on my own I guess.. *You say calming down a little*

Damon: If you'd*/- like we could make an appointment explained the situation *He says in a caring tone*

Y/N: No... maybe if I regain the rest of my memory back then *You say with a small smile*