I saw your pics in IG
Your college life at its rise
Candid shots of photography
The pic shows glee in your eyes
At that stolen shot they got on a library
Even the photos they got from a party
The loud crowd
The blazing lights
Table full of tequila and martini
You're out with your friends laughing
Singing and dancing, even traveling
I saw, you already read the book you've dreamt of buying
Hung out a lot and lived your life, not even trying
I let out a small laugh
When I realized I was still following
Now I stare at your eyes in these pictures, unbelievingly
As you bragged your amazing life in university
And I asked myself
A uncountable times
Whispered the same questions
Over the rageful grieving cries
How could you?
How could you smile so easily?
Like you never even met me?
Like nothing happened over February?
How could you?
How could you continue your life?
Like end didn't came for us?
Like I was just an easy game you left behind?
How could you?
How could you not care?
While I am still picking up the pieces that broke when you left?
How could you just easily have another girl on your life
When I'm still here at the same place where you left?
How could you?
How could you just live your life without me so easily?
Like it was the easiest thing?
Like I was easily forgotten?
Like our promises of forever never happened?
How could you do this?
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Writer's Note:
How to write happier poems?
