I still remember how you smiled
When your warm hands held me
Even when everyone told you it's cold
But you never cared and still played ski
The twinkle in your eyes
When you see me around
The angelic giggles you let out
When my being envelopes you
But as quick as that admiration
You felt towards me
Is as swiftly as time passed
For you to finally loathe me
As winds made you feel chilly
That smile you once wore, turned to hate
As if all memories of you liking me was erased
You lost your joy, your smile, the glimmer in those eyes
We lost what we had
So it's all hate now?
Like we never even loved
Leaving no traces of feelings from the past
The despise in our eyes, red that we realize
The end of us was bestowed
Just like when I was a child
I used to see joys in your eyes whenever we see
But now, I'm treated like nuisance or just mere nothing
You can't even stand feeling my coldness
When in the past you have always hugged my presence
But things just changed
And now, you hate the cold
Now, you hate getting wet
You hate the slippery feeling
Now, you hate the mess
And I hate you too
Not because you hate me
But for the fact that
You've forgotten to be happy
I never really mind you changing
I never really cared about you saying goodbye
It doesn't really matter how I feel
or how much hate I have to receive
Only one thing had hurt me
The moment you lied,
The moment you loathed the snow
Was the moment that I realized
The kid I met on the first snow had died
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09/22/22 2am
Writer's Note:
Never forget to be happy.
