I still buy a cake
12 am at 12th of June
It is your birthday
And it's chocolate that's your fave
Our pictures were still in my gallery
Not in the trash, not archived, and unburned
Holding hands and video calls all here as a memory
Evidence of what we had in February
I can never forget your voice
How it left a mark on my soul
The way you laughed, it's like a dose
It's been engraved, a tale untold
I still go through the old letters you have sent me
It's been kept close and read occasionally
To messages full of love that you told me
Messages sent that was left after we ended tragically
And my heart was never the same
After I met a sunshine like you
Your name gives an electric feeling
My heart still skips a beat whenever I hear it too
I never told you any of this
After I seeing you already happy
And I am happy for you too
Even if it was you who left me
I've moved on
But I'm still here, I still am
Stuck in the same place
The very waiting shed where you left me
But I've moved on, really
Please believe me
Writer's Note:
Really.
