Enemies to Lovers • JIARA•

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Kie's POV:

JJ was gone with my dad and I was home with the kids. I haven't been feeling well lately and then it hit me. I'm late. I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive. JJ and I agreed that we were done having kids and now I'm pregnant again because I forgot to take my freaking birth control.

I was so stressed about this and nervous to tell JJ. He came home late and the girls were already in bed. I hugged him and said, "I need to tell you something"

"What's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant" I said nervously

"What? Really?" He asked with a smile

"Yeah, aren't you mad?"

"Why would I be mad? We're having another baby" He smiled which made me relax

"We agreed our family was complete and I was stupid and forgot to take my birth control"

"Well, God had other plans and I'd never be mad you, Kie. I love you"

"I love you too"

He kissed me and the he broke it as he started smiling. He looked at me and said, "Damn, you're so fucking beautiful... And I just can't believe you're pregnant again and I love you so much"

"I love you too, we both do" I said putting my hand on my stomach

He started crying and said, "I love having babies with you, but you know, now that we're having three this one is going to need a friend so we should probably have another after this one"

He was so adorable and just so happy. It made me happy to see my husband like this. We were both so excited to have another baby. He looked at me and said, "Let's go celebrate this good news"

He said picking me up and carrying me to our bedroom. I wasn't going to complain, I loved my husband. The next morning, I made a doctor's appointment with my OB for a few days, and JJ and I went to the appointment together. It was confirmed that I was pregnant and we even got to do an ultrasound.

JJ and I couldn't be more excited, we told my parents this morning as they were watching the girls for us. They were also overjoyed we were adding to our family.

We eventually told the pogues and the girls once I was past the first trimester. We were having the gender reveal party today. Everyone was convinced it was another girl, my symptoms were the same, and I was carrying the same, it had to be a girl. The party was small with just the pogues and my family as Luke wasn't allowed around the kids and JJ rarely saw him.

We kept it low-key and just had everyone over for lunch and we were popping a balloon and confetti would come out. It was time to find out and literally everyone at the party predicted girl. I had no idea and I didn't like guessing.

The four of us stood there and we let Lily pop the balloon. JJ was smiling and he kissed me right before Lily popped it and blue confetti went everywhere. We were having a boy. JJ hugged me and I was so excited to have a son, a mini JJ. The girls were excited to have a brother and everyone else was cheering.

JJ's POV:

I saw the blue confetti and I couldn't breathe. My throat tightened up and my heart started to race. I grabbed Kie and hugged her and I faced away from everyone to his the horrified look on my face.

Our hug broke and everyone was hugging us and I was completely numb on the inside while faking it on the outside. We took a few pictures and then everyone started to leave. Kie and started cleaning up and she was so damn happy and I felt sick to my stomach.

I was going to blow up so I stormed out of the house Kie followed me. She was being so kind and sweet when she asked, "Jayge, what's wrong?"

"I can't talk to you right now..." I said not wanting to share my feelings

"Why? You know you can tell me anything"

"Not this..."

"JJ" She pushed and I snapped

"I don't want to have a fucking son, okay? I was perfectly happy being a girl dad and then you had stupidly forget to take your birth control and here we are with surprise baby number three that I didn't fucking want" I said as the words just fell out of my mouth

Kie looked at me and I saw her eyes. I watched her heartbreak and she went to speak but she couldn't even gather her words. She placed her hand over her small bump as she cried.

I walked away from her and got on my bike and took off. Yeah, I just earned shitty husband of the year award but it was like I had no control over my actions. I drove to the small shack I grew up in luckily my dad wasn't home.

I had a total breakdown that involved me smashing shit outside. I couldn't have a son. I didn't want a son. He's going to be just like me, or worse my dad. Maybank men were trash and it's all my fault... I spent the rest of night at a bar, drinking. I had a bunch of missed calls from Kie and I knew she was pissed so I didn't go home. I went to the Chateau and passed out in the hammock.

The next morning, I went home and Kie was pissed. She brought me outside so the girls didn't hear us fight and she asked, "Where the hell were you? The girls kept asking where daddy went and I had to fucking lie and say you were with John B tonight"

She walked back inside and before she opened the door she said, "Take a shower, you smell like booze"

I went inside and took a shower and when I came down, I hung out with the girls. Kie left as she needed to go grocery shopping. She didn't speak to me the whole day. We put the girls to bed and she walked into our room. She came back to the living room and threw my pillow at me and said, "Stay away from me"

"Kie..." I said wanting to try and tell her what was going through my mind even though I know there's no excuse

"Don't talk to me... With the shit you said I'm might file for a divorce"

Kie's never mentioned divorce before. She once told me she didn't believe in getting divorced. She went back to our room and closed the door. I fucked up.