Mga tula, luha at tinta ni Ulan

I hated that I loved you

You were long forgotten
But why do you have to appear in my dream
And remind me of that same old love we once shared
Of that love I treasured, and cared

I have long moved on from our past
But it seems that your ghost kept haunting me
In my dreams, in my memories
Where our love sprouted and grew

Into a rose full of thorns
So beautiful but painful
The love I wanted to keep
Also the love I wanted to forget

Why do you have to be there again?
And remind me of those poisonous kisses
Those comforting hugs that was once my home
Of those stares that was once full of love

I hate remembering all those memories of us
I hate recalling the butterflies underneath the rain
I don't want to remind myself how much I loved you
I hated the fact that I'm still missing you

I hated that I loved you
I hated that I dreamed of you again
But I loved the way you loved me one more time
Even if it was just a dream

-Scarlet Rain | I hated that I loved you