Mga tula, luha at tinta ni Ulan

I hated how I loved you

You weren't my first love, I know.
But you were the love I didn't expected,
you were kind of dumb and annoying,
someone I'd gladly pùnch in the face.

I hated how you get passed through my walls,
you broke them so easy that it startled me
no one ever passed through it,
now ever see me through but you.

You annoy me, but you were still sweet
which I didn't even understood how could you be both.
You made fun of our height difference
and it really ticked me off that I wanted to k!ck you.

I found you annoying
but you caught me off guard
when you took my hand out of the blue
compared it with yours, and intertwined it afterwards.

That simple gesture made my heart flutter
maybe because I have always liked you since I was 15
plus the fact that you were smiling brightly
it was all too much that you had my walls crumble.

You annoyed me too much
but I secretly liked how you noticed me.
You had me fallen for your charms
made me fall deep and hard.

You care too much,
you showered me with love
and it was overwhelming,
almost too good to be true.

You stayed with me in the rain
and I love it how you embraced me
but what devastated me
was when you left and it was raining.

I hate you, but I loved you.
It was my heart that was torn in two.
I wished I didn't fell,
but I actually love being under your spell.

-Scarlet Rain | I hated how I love you