Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 37

Jisoo

"What's wrong with you?" Rosé says and I sigh.

"I miss her."

"Your girlfriend?"

"No, my ex." I pout and the blonde looks at me with pity.

"Are you dating someone else and keep thinking about her?"

"I hate when you use the word dating."

"Why?"

"You know why." I roll my eyes and Rosé laughs.

"Just because you said you weren't dating, but you had something and then she forced you to ask her to be your girlfriend?"

"Yes." I cross my arms and sink into the sofa. "Hey, do you touch Lisa's cell phone?"

"Sometimes. Why?"

"Is this something normal then?"

"Why are you asking me this, Jisoo?" She squints at me and I look away.

"I don't know, Miyeon goes through my phone and everything, but she seems to do it more to find something than anything else."

"Considering your history, it's obvious that she's going to do that."

"Why?" I look at her without understanding.

"Duh!" Rosé slaps me on the forehead "She's scared that you'll talk to Jennie again."

"Jennie hates me, there is no possibility of that happening."

"You and Soojoo are the only people who believe that."

"I already told Miyeon that she doesn't need to worry about a supposed friendship between me and Jennie because Jennie would rather see the devil painted gold and doing dances on TikTok than knowing about me." the blonde starts to laugh when she hears me.

"Do you and Miyeon argue?"

"Sometimes, but when we start arguing I start to cry."

"Huh, the trauma, right?"

"What trauma?"

"You were traumatized by everything you went through with Jennie and arguments activate the trigger, making you cry."

"Oh..."

"But then, you don't argue?"

"No, it's very peaceful. All the peace I needed, I have now."

"But are you happy?" I stare at her while I think about the question.

"I'm in peace."

"But are you happy?" Rosé insists and I bite my mouth, not knowing what to say.

"I am in peace." I shrug "You talked about arguing, sometimes, when it happens and I'm winning the argument, because I don't do anything that gives Miyeon a reason to fight with me, she brings Jennie to the debate and that makes me stop talking."

"You know this is toxic, right?"

"What?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"Yes, she uses your weak point when she's losing" she makes quotation marks with her hands "Because it looks like a competition, but it's not. Couples shouldn't argue, they should just talk to improve the relationship."

"Huuuuuh..."

"You have a magnet for dating toxic women, right?"

"Yes, but the other time, I was guilty, this time I don't do anything." I raise my hands in my defense.