🐰: What do you mean?
Jen: That I regret breaking up and want to go back
🐰: Why?
Jen: I wish we had reached a consensus, but things evolved and evolved until we reached that point
Jen: But I promised you I wouldn't assume anything anymore and I'm trying, so you stop assuming things, or whatever insecurities you have, stop that too
Jen: I'm irritated
🐰: What's irritating you?
Jen: Right now? Everything!
🐰: Oh
Jen: Everything could have been avoided if we hadn't argued in the morning
🐰: And what do I do then? I ignore you until you calm down? Do we stop talking to each other?
🐰: Because I don't know what I can do
Jen: Yes, we can talk.
Jen: Because I missed you
Jen: And I'm so stupid that I can push you away when really I just need to talk to you and that's it
🐰: Yes, it's part of your ability, just like yo-yo.
Jen: I'm not kidding you, Jisoo
Jen: I'm sorry if I made you think that way
🐰: I didn't say it
🐰: I meant that you can push me away and pull me back with an ease that no one has ever had
🐰: Do I like this? No
🐰: Is there anything I can do? No.
🐰: But that doesn't mean I don't get angry or frustrated with myself for losing control so easily
Jen: Has this been happening often?
🐰: I don't know
🐰: But I'm already accepting the fact that when it comes to you I will never have control over anything
🐰: I wish I at least had the strength to cut things off inside me
Jen: But Jisoo... don't you think that's too much?
🐰: What do you want me to do, Jennie?
🐰: You're the first person I've really fallen in love with, I don't know what to do, I can't think of anything
🐰: The distance, the uncertainty is no longer enough, I can't even buy you something
🐰: So what the hell do you want me to do Jennie?
Jen: I don't want you to suffer from this lack of control, think that being in love like this is something harmful
Jen: Because it shouldn't be
🐰: I don't think so, but when things like that happen that make me frustrated or disappointed, I can't help but think
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FanfictionSome clichés aren't just clichés, some clichés are real. How to meet the right person at the wrong time and then realize that in addition to love and passion, much more is needed to make a relationship work, especially if it is long distance and the...
