Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 44

"I still can't believe you and Jennie are talking again." Rosé says and I smile when I hear her.

"I believe." Lisa shrugs.

"Why?" I look curiously at the thai woman who is stretching to go for a run in the park. Rosie and I are sitting on the grass while having a picnic.

"You dated Miyeon, but you never forgot Jennie and always compared them." Lisa gives me an amused look "I knew you would come back."

"Don't you two fight anymore? Was everything left behind?" Rosé looks at me curiously and I keep thinking.

"We didn't fight, but we had several enlightening conversations about things that happened, about our different points of view." I give a satisfied smile "We can communicate very well now, we can understand each other, you know? I'm so happy with this."

"Are you serious? Do you talk without Soojoo's interference?" Lisa looks at me in surprise.

"Jennie and I came to the conclusion that we must solve our problems instead of using translators, even though it is difficult, we have to learn to understand each other, we cannot depend on anyone."

"Wow, that was a huge evolution." Rosé says before biting into an apple.

"I know, but I think we're more mature and aware now, so it's easier for us to talk and resolve anything?"

"You seem calm." Lisa watches me carefully.

"Just having Jennie back in my life is already a huge achievement for me, I don't even care if she doesn't feel anything for me because I really like her, I just want her to be happy and for her to stay in my life."

Jennie: I remembered something I wanted to ask

Jennie: Why is it important for you to show me that you have changed?

Jennie: Why isn't just the fact that you've changed more important than proving it to someone?

Jennie: I'm not judging, I'm just curious

🐰: Just the fact that I've changed is really important, but considering everything that happened, I didn't want the last memory you had of me to be that one because that doesn't match who I am now

🐰: If it was something of my essence, I don't think I would worry because it would be "things are like this", but that's not the case

🐰: There's also the thing that there's no point in changing and "growing" if you don't become responsible for accepting mistakes and trying to fix them.

Jennie: Wow, so much maturity

Jennie: You've been surprising me a lot lately

🐰: In a good or bad way?

Jennie: Good, very good.

🐰: Thanks.

Jennie: Did you know I went to the psychiatrist and the first thing he said after listening to me was: Jennie, you are spoiled

I laugh when I read the message. Jennie really is spoiled, but not in a terrible way.

She's a precious stone that needs to be cut, with few adjustments.

🐰: And what did you say to him?

Jennie: I agreed

Jennie: Because I didn't know what to do