Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 69

Jennie

Ever since I heard Jisoo's words about me not understanding the signs, it feels like a switch has turned. I think we both want to be together and get married with the same intensity since we talk about it at least 3x a week.

I've lost count of how many hours I've spent imagining and visualizing what the future would be like when Jisoo and I live together. There's nothing I want more than to share my days with her.

I'm researching engagement rings and I realize I can't talk to my girlfriend about it because she'll be suspicious. My only option is to talk to Lisa and beg her not to tell Jisoo anything.

🐻: Lisa, I need you to help me

Lisa: Hi, Jen! Something happened? Are you ok?

🐻: Yes, everything is great

🐻: I'm thinking about proposing...

Lisa: Really?! SERIOUS??

Lisa: Jisoo is going to die

🐻: Yes, I think we are at the right time, I feel it

Lisa: Could you film her face? Have you thought about how you're going to do it?

🐻: Not yet

🐻: I want to buy the engagement rings first

🐻: Will you help me? You know her preferences and I want it to be something beautiful

Lisa: Of course I do! Do you already know where you are going to buy it or how you want it?

🐻: I'm in doubt between a few, I'll send you the photos and you tell me which ones you think she'll like best

I select the images and send them to Lisa. I'm feeling anxious and it's not even time to propose yet.

After I buy the rings, I need to organize how I'm going to do it because there are 2 weeks left before Jisoo comes to spend the holiday with me, we planned to do a few things, but none of them seem like an ideal or memorable moment.

Would she like something simpler? Spontaneous? Elaborate? Chic?

God, why don't people talk about how difficult it is to think about and decide on these details? I want Jisoo to feel like it's for real, but I also want it to be a moment she'll always remember.

Despite these doubts, I think the hardest thing will be hiding this from Jisoo. God give me the strength to keep my mouth shut.

My cell phone screen lights up with new messages from Lisa.

Lisa: Do you know what's worst about all those you sent?

🐻: What? Are ugly? Do you think she won't like any of them?

Lisa: No, the problem is that they are all beautiful

🐻: You almost scared me to death, Lalisa

Lisa: Sorry 🤪

Lisa: But I think she'll like these 3

Lisa: Jisoo likes more discreet items, but with personality