Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 53

Jennie

I'm rethinking all my life choices up to this point.

Why did I let Jisoo back into my life?

If I had blocked her as soon as I saw that message, I wouldn't be feeling as much anger and hate as I am feeling now.

I can't put my distrust aside, not after that bitch showed up at Jisoo's work like it was the most normal thing in the world and no matter how much Jisoo says nothing happened, I can't believe.

Why?

It's almost as if a movie was playing in my mind highlighting all the decisions that brought me here, but apparently I've reached a crossroads.

🐻: It's funny because you did all this and only later told me

🐻: Not that it was your obligation to let me know, but certain things never change

Chu: Sorry

Chu: It was all so rushed, but if I had known that not telling you at that moment would make you uncomfortable, I would have warned you

Chu: In my defense, if I warned you right then and considering how anxious you are, I would be worried about you imagining something had happened, I don't know.

🐻: Oh, of course, because talking about your ex with another ex should be super calm

Chu: Should I be worried?

🐻: I don't know, honestly

🐻: I have no idea

🐻: All I know is that it's very difficult to give you a vote of confidence after this

Chu: I'll leave you alone and when you're calmer, I'll come back

🐻: That's it

🐻: Do this

Chu: Are you serious or are you being ironic, like, do this and see what happens, you're a bastard?

🐻: I'm serious

🐻: There is no worse feeling than betrayal and I'm feeling it right now

🐻: This whole situation revived this in me and that's how I'm feeling: hateful and angry about it all

🐻: Now you know how I feel

Chu: Actually, you just confirmed what I suspected

🐻: What angers me the most is because even though you said it now, after everything happened, I don't know how I'm going to trust a person like that, honestly, you know? I just don't know.

🐻: After all the effort spent talking, it was becoming super calmer for me, I was starting to feel more comfortable, but then shit like that happens and destroys the whole staircase I was building.

🐻: And that's for you, because I have nothing to lose, but you have something to lose, right?

🐻: At least I think, the way you say you feel, I think you have a lot to lose.

🐻: So, I don't know, I'm feeling apathetic.

🐻: I'm being very honest and I'm very sad, but it will pass