Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 42

Jennie

My dog ​​Kai passed away a month ago and I think it's only now that I really realize all the changes I've been through recently.

I'm far from home, away from my mother, living practically alone and completely having no idea how I let my life get to this point.

I can't even describe how I'm feeling. All the anger and sadness at losing him. I should have stayed with him longer, I should have found a way to bring him with me.

And to complete this wonderful day, Jisoo is sending me a message. She must be kidding me. After so long, she decided to rise from the ashes and remember that I exist?

"HOYEON, COME SEE THIS SHIT!" I scream and in a few seconds she runs past my bedroom door. I'm so irritated by Jisoo's courage that I'm shaking.

"What happened?" She sits and furrows her eyebrows.

"Look at the audacity of this son of a bitch." I hand her my phone and she takes it curiously.

"You know that meme "man... you'll live for two years", that's basically what I felt when I read this message" Hoyeon says indignantly "You know it's been a year or more, what does she want? It came out of nowhere, I didn't even remember her name anymore, I was already thinking: who is this?"

"You read what I said, right?"

"Jen, look, I support whatever decision you make, but honestly, your life has completely changed. You have other plans that are completely different from the ones you had back then. You are, right now, being a rich doctor, earning your money and following your plans, so..." she shakes her head in denial while looking at my phone "I would run for the hills really, like, no. It's over. Leave the past in the past."

"So it's." I also look at my phone.

"You're following your plans, you know? Your dreams." she suddenly looks thoughtful "At that time, you wanted to live with her after graduation. You wanted to take up residence in a place just to live with her, but now it's different, follow your plans, your dreams, your desires and leave the past in the past. That's my opinion, but I'll support you whatever you want." Hoyeon gives my foot a gentle squeeze as a form of support "I think she really lost her timing, you know?" I just nod my head in agreement "Time has passed and this story is already buried. You're already moving on with your life, you know? She lost the timing too much, it was the time she could send this message." she says simply."

"Hoyeon, actually, there was no worse time for her to send this message, because, like, I'm super depressed about the Kai thing still, I don't feel like doing anything, I get home and just throw myself into bed to watch something on YouTube" I let out a sigh "I'm feeling discouraged at the last one, not all the money in the world seems like it's going to bring happiness now, and the last thing I wanted was to see her message, so, she arrived just in time wrong, poor soul, but no chance."

"And you're absolutely right!"

"When I was about to respond, I almost wrote 'congratulations on your courage, because you're crazy', but then I was thinking 'better not, she'll think it's a meme, she'll think I'm giving her space, so it's better no'". I roll my eyes and let out a sigh of irritation.

"I thought she was very stupid."

"Nothing new, right? Nothing takes my mind off the fact that she has a foot in psychopathy."

"I think you're right, better run and get away quickly, Jen." She pats my foot before getting up and leaving the room.

I lie down again and stare at the ceiling until I feel my phone vibrate next to me.

It's not possible that Jisoo is still texting me, I'm going to have to block her again.

Soojoo: You were a bit harsh with your words.

🐻: Are you supporting this?

Soojoo: She's changed, Jen, she's no longer that narcissistic, self-centered bitch who only thought about herself

🐻: I don't care

🐻: If she really changed, that's her problem

Soojoo: I'm assuring you she's different

Soojoo: I put my hand in the fire for Jisoo now

🐻: I don't want to know about her, Soojoo

🐻: If she changed, let her be happy, it's not my problem, she should forget me

🐻: Besides, she's dating, why are you texting me?

Soojoo: Jisoo broke up with Miyeon

🐻: Oh, how beautiful, just because her relationship didn't work out, does she think I'm her second option?

🐻: No way.

Soojoo: Jen, she's not like that anymore, she changed and suffered a lot during the time you were apart

Soojoo: I'm not telling you to meet up, kiss and live happily ever after

Soojoo: I'm telling you to give a chance to get to know the new Jisoo, even if it's just to forgive yourselves and move on

🐻: I already said I'm not interested in that

🐻: She knows exactly what she did

🐻: I don't have time for this

Soojoo: I just think you're being stubborn and not giving yourself a chance to clarify everything

🐻: There's nothing to clarify and I won't be anyone's second option

Soojoo: But you're no one's second choice

Soojoo: Can't you guys be friends?

🐻: I don't want to be friends with her

🐻: I don't feel anything for her anymore

🐻: I don't give a fuck

🐻: Just reading her name makes me angry

Soojoo: It's been a year, Jen

Soojoo: What if she came over to meet you?

🐻: That won't happen

🐻: It's impossible, there's no chance

🐻: I want distance from her

Soojoo: I think it's impossible for you to understand each other online, you should meet in person

Soojoo: At least talking face to face, I think it would be better for both of us

Soojoo: But it's okay, do what you think is best

🐻: Thank you.