Predestined - JENSOO - ENGLISH VERSION

Chapter 43

Jisoo

Well, at least I tried and was as honest as I could be. I can't force anyone to want me in their life.

"I still can't believe you sent her a message." Lisa and Rosé look at me in disbelief.

"I'm kind of stupid, right?"

"I think it's cute, you're all in love and trying even after 1 year." Rosé shrugs and gives me an encouraging smile.

"It's just sad that Jennie got over you and moved on" Lisa says simply and I keep thinking about her words.

If she surpassed me, couldn't she at least forgive me so that when I die, I can die with a clear conscience?

Soojoo: At least you tried

Soojoo: And Sooya, Jennie doesn't deserve you

Soojoo: I know how much you've changed and grown during this year

Soojoo: She's the one who's missing out on the opportunity to experience something incredible

🐰: It's easy to say, right?

🐰: But thank you, I never thought I'd see you defending me

Soojoo: I tried talking to her

Soojoo: But she's very stubborn

Soojoo: This just shows that Jennie hasn't changed at all this year

Soojoo: Which is a shame because I wanted you guys to be together

Soojoo: I know how much you like her

Soojoo: But she doesn't deserve you and she doesn't deserve everything you feel

Soojoo: Then try to forget about her and move on with your life

Soojoo: You will meet a nice person

🐰: Yeah, maybe

🐰: But I don't know if I'll ever be able to forget her, Soojoo

Soojoo: Of course you will, just keep trying and at some point you will be able to forget Jennie

I roll my eyes and lock the screen.

If it were that simple, I would have forgotten her, especially after so much heartache and chaos, I should have forgotten her by now. A normal person would have forgotten.

Why don't I forget her?

God, I hate myself for still thinking about her.

I turn off the cell phone and throw myself on the bed. I need sleep to numb my feelings and stop me from thinking too much.

But when I wake up and turn on my phone, there's a new message from her.

What does this woman have to do this? Every time I decide to get over her, she decides to text me and pull me back.

I hate Jennie for making me love her so much.

Jennie: Hi... I know what I said in the last message, but I wanted to say that I felt bad about it, because it was a little cruel and impulsive, anyway, I apologize.

🐰: Hello little box of surprises

🐰: Sorry, I think your reaction is understandable, considering what you said before about the bad situations