Again

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Ben planned to take me out for dinner in a fancy restaurant, which gave us the perfect opportunity to dress up tonight. I got a new short sexy red dress which I really liked, and I could see how Ben's eyes where scanning my whole body.

"You look amazing." He whispered.

I stood in front of the large mirror to finalize my look, while he took place behind me. His shirt was half open while his hands explored the sides of my body. I giggled because of the touch of his beard on my skin, which gave me goosebumps everywhere.

I turned around to face him and helped him with his shirt.

"You can also take it off for me." He jokingly said.

I looked back at him with a silly smile, before we both bursted out of laughter. I enjoyed his playfulness and appreciated the way he always made me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world.

"We need to go, baby." I smiled at him while I pressed a sweet kiss on his lips.

He still kept me closely in his arms and looked at me with a loving gaze on his face.

"I love you. And I'm so happy to spend this day with you. Finally."

The emotions in his voice were evident, which touched my heart in a way I couldn't explain. My heart was bursting out of love for him, which was scary at some times. It was a feeling that was so extreme that I couldn't control it, which let my anxiety rise. I had lost him once in my life, and surely knew I wouldn't survive if it would happen another time. And of course I knew that it wouldn't happen this time, but it was still scary to think about.

"What's on your mind, sweetheart?" He whispered.

I looked deeply into his eyes until it became too hard for me to keep doing so. My look shifted from his eyes to the ground, which resulted in him lifting my chin a little bit up.

"Talk to me." He said with a sweet tone in his voice.

"I remember how you were sending me one of your first letters last Valentine's day.. and it's a year later now and we made it." I smiled.

He nodded while he caressed my cheeks.

"I already told you then that I wasn't contacting you just for fun. It's always been you, and you know that." He smiled.

And he was right, I always knew that he wasn't playing games when he reached out to me again. But it didn't take away that I still had a lot of anxiety in my body resulting from our past. At times it was hard to believe for me that there was a real chance that I would have him back in my life, and that he would be mine again. But it worked out, the universe and God made sure that we would be together again.

"We will make it a fun night today." I smiled. He smiled back at me while his kisses became more intense. I knew that we likely were already too late for our dinner, and we both didn't seem to care a lot about it. The only urge we felt was to explore each other's bodies.

"Let's skip dinner." He gasped in my ear.

I chuckled because of his suggestion. He was so predictable.

He softly pushed me to the wall while his hands were lifting my tight dress up. His hands touched my inner thighs and lifted my dress all up to my waist until he had full access to my legs. I gasped because of the feeling of his passionate touches.
Before I could realize it, I noticed how he got down to kiss my legs and gently made his way up to my panties. The sight of him going down on me was amazing, and obviously turned me on so much.

I played with his hair while my breathing became faster, and gently pulled him up again. He took my dress out of my body while I took his close off too. I admired his strong physique, and bite my bottom lip because of the incredible sight I suddenly had. He turned me around, and we again stood in front of the large mirror because of his move. I peeked how he kissed my neck while he stood behind me, and the sight of it was incredibly hot. His arms strongly held on to my body and moved from my breasts to my stomach.

"I think this is the best Valentine's day ever." He chuckled in my ear.

And he was right, I wouldn't want it to be any other way.

"I love it when I make it too hard for you to speak." He whispered.

I knew that he enjoyed that, because it was one of the rare times that I let go of my habit to be on control of everything. It was the moment that I let him totally took control of me, and it was a more than incredible feeling.