MS. ANTIPATIKA

PROLOGUE

Love and hate are two powerful emotions that can greatly influence our actions and relationships.

Love is a positive emotion that is often associated with feelings of affection, kindness, and compassion. It's a deep affection that we feel for someone, which can lead to feelings of happiness, contentment, and fulfillment. Love can make us feel connected and valued, and it often encourages us to be more understanding, patient, and forgiving.

On the other hand, hate is a negative emotion that is often associated with intense dislike or hostility towards someone or something. It can lead to feelings of anger, resentment, and bitterness. Hate can make us feel disconnected and can often lead to conflict and harm.

While love and hate are on opposite ends of the emotional spectrum, they are both intense and passionate feelings. They can both have a significant impact on our behavior and our relationships with others. It's important to recognize and understand these emotions, and to manage them in a way that promotes understanding, empathy, and respect for others.

Emotions can be complex and sometimes contradictory. It's possible to experience a range of feelings towards someone, including both love and hate. I don't know why it lead to this but I know how it begins. I don't have pure intentions in falling for her at the first place.

Theres always a 'maybe' in everything.

Maybe.

Over time, my perception of that person might have changed. I may have discovered new qualities or aspects of her personality that I appreciate and love.

Maybe.

As I get to know this person better, I might understand her actions or behavior more. This understanding can lead to feelings of empathy and love.

Maybe.

My own personal growth and changes in my values or beliefs can also affect my feelings towards her. I might have developed a greater capacity for forgiveness, understanding, or love.

Maybe.

Going through shared experiences or challenges can also bring people closer together. Like us. These experiences can foster feelings of love and connection.

Maybe.

There's a saying that there's a thin line between love and hate. Both are intense emotions that involve a deep engagement with another person. Sometimes, the very things that irritate or upset us about a person can also be the things that we come to appreciate or love about them.

Is it a completely normal for feelings to change over time? Is it important to acknowledge and understand my feelings, and to communicate openly and honestly with her?

I hate her but how did it become this way? I know I hate her, I really really hate her. That everytime I see her, this blood vessels of mine are collapsing like a land mine. I really know that I hate her but I love her now, why?

Why did it become this way?

Why?