𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 | 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙃 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝘼𝙈𝙎𝙊𝙉

Chapter 33 - Choosing Carefully

Madeline's POV

"You thought it was gonna be this easy?" i asked. 

Leah sat up and let the covers fall off her body, i looked away and sighed. Leah stood up, she was still completely exposed but she walked over to me. I looked down at my shoes, trying to put one on while standing. 

"I thought we were back together." leah said.

"Leah get dressed." 

"You clearly didn't have a problem with me looking like this a few hours ago.." leah said to me, i didn't even bother looking up from my shoes. I bent down to put the other one on, i was gonna be leaving in my shirt, leah's shorts and my shoes with a mark on my neck.

Perfect.

"Leah i don't have time for this.." i said pushing her aside and walking back into the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to make myself look normal.

"Madeline, can you explain to me why we're not back together...i apologized and clearly...you weren't complaining when i was doing that to your neck." leah walked behind me and moved my hair a bit to reveal the mark. 

"Leah- we broke up for a reason- reasons actually." i said turning to her. I walked over to the bed again to get my phone. Leah was following me still. 

"I apologized..." leah said in defeat. 

I ordered an uber and gave them leah's address. 

"Leah...you apologizing and doing- what we just did doesn't solve everything." i shook my head looking at her. 

"What can i do?" leah asked.

"Nothing..." i smiled and handed her one of her shirts. "Now, get dressed." 

"Madeline.." leah sighed and tilted her head at me. "You don't understand...i really am sorry-"

"If i forgive you...how do i know this won't happen again? You calling me her name, you being weird about things, you being weird about jordan- it's all too much...i don't think some sex and some apologizing will do it." i said.

"Are you at least not as angry as you were.." leah asked me.

"I'm not angry.."

"Are you sure...you were telling me you hated me a couple of hours ago when i-"

"Okay." i interrupted her. "That's...i don't hate you as much as i did before i came but-"

"But." leah's eyes widened. 

"But...i'm not ready to go back."  i said.

"Well...i want you to know that I love you." leah said, those words made me want to accept her right back in. "Even if you let another girl touch and kiss you." leah reminded me, i felt a rush of guilt run through my body. I sighed and looked at my phone.

"I need to go." i said looking up at leah. "I.." i whispered but stopped myself. "I'll see you at training." i nodded.

"Madeline." i heard leah say but i walked away, out into the front door.