𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 | 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙃 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝘼𝙈𝙎𝙊𝙉

Chapter 22 - Real

Warning: SMUT MDNI

Madeline's POV

It was the next day, Sunday. I couldn't explain the feeling i felt last night. I didn't eat the cookies i had made, i lost all my appetite. I never thought i would feel this kind of pain again, at least not caused by leah. The feeling of not being loved anymore, the feeling of being stabbed in the heart longed in my body. Was i not enough for leah? What was so special about Jordan..and why didn't leah answer my question. I was in pain. Eleonor had comforted me all night. After telling what had happened, she was furious. I have never seen her that mad at someone before, she was always so sweet.

Eleonor calmed me down enough for me to go to sleep, but i could tell the pain was gonna last. 

It lasted all night. 

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I had woken up in my bed, i felt someone's arms wrapped around me. I slowly turned to the right and saw eleonor sleeping next to me. I slowly removed her arms off of me and sat up in my bed, it all felt like a fever dream. Had leah really told me she loved another girl last night? I kind of went to bed hoping it was all a dream but i woke up with my eyes feeling puffy and a runny nose. 

"hey.." i heard eleonor mumble, she sounded so sleepy.

"Go back to sleep..." i said and rubbed her head. 

"What time is it.." she asked.

I reached over and grabbed my phone from my nightstand. "It's 11:23.." 

Eleonor shot up from the bed and stood up.

"Are you serious?" eleonor asked. 

"Yeah...did you have plans?" i asked.

"Jacob was supposed to come over at 12." eleonor said. "I was thinking...maybe you guys could meet but now that this happened i understand, maybe another day." eleonor gave me a small smile. 

"I'm gonna take quick shower..maybe go to alessia's after..i want to be around people who actually like me." i said standing up from my bed. 

"Okay..text or call if you need anything, i mean it mads." eleonor said. 

"Will do." i nodded.

Eleonor left my room and i texted alessia, i wanted to hear from someone else. I also wanted to talk to her about what she thought about all of the Jordan stuff. 

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Text Messages

Madeline: Hey Less, are you home right now?

Alessia: Yeah, i'm home why?

Madeline: Do you mind if i come over?

Alessia: Of course not, you want me to pick you up?

Madeline: No that's okay, i can take an uber. 

Alessia: Okay, be safe 🤍

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I had gotten in the shower as soon as alessia texted back telling me i could come over, i felt so relieved knowing i could have someone to talk to other than Eleonor. I had worn a very casual outfit, since we were just gonna be at her house. Alessia had sent me her address, so i had it pulled up. I went natural with the no makeup and i just let my hair down.