𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 | 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙃 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝘼𝙈𝙎𝙊𝙉

Chapter 59 - Confessions

Warning: SMUT

Leah's POV

 I had completely blurted out everything i was feeling. I knew that wasn't exactly a good idea at the moment but she kept asking what was wrong. I couldn't just act like what happened today was okay. I knew this was either gonna go good or bad, either she'd understand my feelings or she'd get upset at me being jealous of her friend. He didn't look like just a friend though, at least not to me.

Madeline stood in front of me, she had her arms folded and looked down. I couldn't really tell what she was feeling, i could tell she didn't know what to feel from her turning away from me. 

"Leah..." madeline let out a sigh and started walking away from the bed and towards the wall. I stayed silent, i didn't want to make things ten times worse. I saw her turn to me and start to pace back and forth. I knew i had said so much, if i was being honest i don't remember everything i said but i knew it was all real.

"Madeline-" i stood up from the bed and looked at her.

"You have no idea...." madeline turned to me, she was a few feet away. "...how much i wanted to hear that tonight- especially tonight..." she said looking me dead in the eye. 

I was beyond confused. 

I stared at her waiting for her to keep going but she was staring right back at me.

"Uh...y-you're not upset?" i asked hesitantly. 

"No." madeline breathed out, she smiled at me. "I'm- I've been waiting for you to say something...i-" madeline paused for a second looking away from me. "Fuck, i think this is the only time i'm glad you got jealous...and i'm really glad you want to be with me..." madeline smiled.

I smiled at her, there was a bit of hope for me.

"But..." madeline's smile started to go away.

I felt my heart want to stop for a second, i didn't like where this was going. I had just thrown all my feelings at her, i knew we had said we'd give each other space and everything but...i really want to be back with her. I'm tired of calling her my friend when we both know she isn't just my friend. We might not be together but i think we both know that there's still something in there. 

I was hoping she'd feel the same way, i thought that's where this had been going towards. Maybe madeline wasn't ready...i am not the type to pressure someone into doing something they don't want to. If she needed time, i'd be willing to give her that.

"But." i said looking at her. 

"But...a lot of things happened tonight...and i feel-" madeline paused. "Well, i need to tell you." madeline walked over to the bed and sat down, i stepped back and sat down as well. I looked over at her, desperately waiting for her to tell me whatever it was she needed to tell me.

"What is it?" i asked.

"Well...firstly, i want to explain the whole leo thing..." madeline said looking down at the bed. 

Here we go.

"Leo is just a friend." madeline said. "I mean- i thought that's what he was, in my eyes he is still a friend. But tonight...i basically found out that my mom tried to...make me go out with him." madeline explained.