𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉 | 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙃 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝘼𝙈𝙎𝙊𝙉

Chapter 60 - Feelings & Emotions

Madeline's POV

"Jen lives in California, she used to play here in London but she left to go join the NWSL." leah told me. I stood there in front of her, feeling stupid. I didn't really get jealous, part of me didn't want to admit it. I didn't like feeling this way, but those messages could've been taken a completely different way. 

I also didn't want leah to think i was some kind of crazy girlfriend. I never saw her that way when she got jealous, i was hoping she didn't.

"Oh..." i nodded looking down at my feet. 

I looked up at leah and she was just there, looking at me. She walked back over to me with her arms spread open a bit. "Come here..." leah said, she pulled me closer to her and held me. I wrapped my arms around her back and rested my head on her chest.

"I'm sorry." i said.

"No- It's okay...I understand how the messages could've been confusing..." leah rubbed my back, she pulled away and looked down at me. "Don't apologize..." leah smiled and leaned in pressing a kiss on my forehead. 

"I'm gonna head out to the store...we need to restock on food. You wanna come or are you staying?" leah asked me.

"I think i'm gonna stay...unpack my suitcase and maybe watch a movie or something." i looked at her. Leah smiled and nodded. 

"Okay, i'll be back in a bit alright?" leah looked at me.

"Please- um..." i paused for a second. "Please...when you come back...can we have a talk?" i asked her.

"Of course we can...do you want to do it now?" leah asked me. 

"No, it can wait. Just until you come back.." i said.

"Okay then...i'll see you in a bit." leah smiled and headed out the door.  I sighed seeing the door close, i rubbed my forehead and tried to think of how i'm gonna start that conversation. We could've had it right there at that moment, but i had to think of what i was gonna say. I decided to go ahead and unpack while i put a movie on. 

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Leah's POV

I was trying to look for some ice cream to bring back home to madeline, i didn't even know what her favorite ice cream flavor was..

I went with a few options, vanilla, cookies and cream, chocolate and blueberry. Figured she might like at least one of them. I was already near the coffee and tea section so i decided to buy her some coffee as well. 

I continued shopping for the rest of the food we needed, usually i wouldn't buy this much food. But madeline lived with me now...meaning, i kind of had my own little chef at home. I bought some ingredients for pastas, potato smiles, i even bought some baking ingredients. 

After getting everything i needed, i paid and walked over to my car. I put the groceries in the car and then got in and began to drive. I wasn't sure if i was ready to go home, i knew i had to. I was a bit nervous to go home and to talk with madeline. I didn't really even have an idea of what she'd want to talk about, things were good between us.

I was the happiest i've ever been, i had just gotten her back. That's all i could ever ask for. 

I guess i'd just have to find out, i couldn't not go home. I lived there, it was my house.