𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐝 - 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐁𝐞𝐞𝐫

Making Of Reckless |16|

(Madison's POV)

December 1st 2023
10:32am

"Why don't you just snap her?" Nessa asks me. "Because she fucking hates me Nessa." I say with hurt. "Hey no don't take your anger out on me because she's got a new girlfriend." She says. My heart shatters at the word 'girlfriend'. The only girlfriend Harley should have is me. Not some bitch that's the sister of some euphoria star. I close my eyes and groan falling onto Nessa. "You'll be fine." She says lifting me up. "I miss her." I frown. "Me too Mads, you're not the only one." She says. Right forgot. Nessa and Harley had a fight over me. Nessa was defending me saying I didn't cheat, cause I didn't. And Harley was just having a full go at her. Harley hasn't spoken to me since October. I really fucked things up.

I sit up right on my bed properly and just stare at my door where it all happened. Claudia and I were good friends before anything happened and when something did happen it didn't last long because she wanted someone else. I'm not going to lie here I was imaging another girl in my arms instead of her at the time. God if Harley knew. Our age gap at the time wasn't the most appropriate I'll admit. Fourteen and seventeen not my favourite age I fell for someone. I brushed the feelings aside at the end of me and Jacks relationship, the whole of me and Claudia's, Zach's, Brooklyn's and Nick's relationships. I guess the feelings resurfaced when I found out she started dating Griffin Johnson in 2020. She tried keeping that one a secret. I was so jealous, why? Because another person was with the girl I loved.

"Madison? Madison!" Nessa says snapping me out of my thoughts. "Uh yeah?" I ask. "Stop doing that." "Doing what?" "Zoning out when I'm trying to talk to you." "Right sorry." "Anyways how's Reckless going?" "Fully forgot about that." I say. She looks at me confused. "How do you forget about the song you've been working on since august." "Yeah well I keep getting side tracked with all this Harley and Jayla shit." "You know the songs about them so how are you getting side tracked." "Shut the fuck and get in the car so we can go to the studio." "So demanding." I roll my eyes at her statement and walk past her through the front door to my car. Nessa gets in the passenger side. I drive to the studio which is around ten minutes away. Once we get there, I get out of my car and walk into the studio. "Okay show me what you have." Nessa says. "Right." I reply pressing a button.

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Each day goes by and each night I cry
Somebody saw you with her last night
You gave me your word, "Don't worry 'bout her"
You might love her now, but you loved me first
Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are
Oh, you swore on every star
How could you be so reckless with my heart?

You check in and out
Of my heart like a hotel
And she must be perfect, oh well
I hope you both go to hell

I still have the letter you wrote
When you told me that I was the only girl
You'd ever want in your life
I guess my friends were righ-

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"Pause it." She says. I press another button and it stops. "What." I say dryly. She gives me a confused bitch look because of my reply. "Your like missing something. Like uhh an intro?" "An intro?" I laugh. "You can't just start it off with each day goes by." "Hm." I mumble.

Time skip
5 hours
5:42pm

"Play it." Nessa says. I do what she says.