this time i'll get better

chapter 12: please pick up

Hi, I know this is random. But please pick up.

Pick up because I'm scared.

Pick up because I need you.

I know it's 3 in the morning. But please pick up.

Pick up because the world is just too heavy right now.

Pick up because my world is you.

I know we haven't spoken for god knows how long. But please pick up.

Pick up because tonight I happen to have the courage to call you.

Pick up because I'm tired.

I know it's either you hate me or you just don't care to even try. But please pick up.

Pick up because I still am saving myself for you.

Pick up because you make me whole.

I know you would think, maybe he's drunk or lonely. But please pick up.

Pick up because I miss you without the influence.

Pick up because I love you even when you're away.

It has been 2 years now. But please pick up.

Pick up so that I can ask you to stay on the phone and ask how was your day.

Pick up so that I can hear your voice once more.

I know I go completely the other way when you said don't save ourselves for another. But please pick up.

Pick up so that I can tell you how proud I am for who you are.

Pick up so that I can say our vows one last time.

And for the last time. Please pick up.

Pick up because I don't know what to do.

Pick up because tonight is the last.