Being with you felt so good. I felt peace, clarity, sane. I felt so much safe. Safer than when I was with my own family. I loved you even more than I loved anyone before.
How we both take care of each other even when we're miles away. How we made plans of our future and how we thought our lives would be together. The trips to Europe. The migration to other countries so we can get away from the life we had here.
But hey, we're both different people from when we first started. You're in a much better position and so do I. It might seem that I'm just playing it safe by saying things to not hurt either one of us. But this is coming from the bottom of my heart, you and I are happy. And that is all that matters.
However today, I figured, do I ever crossed your mind? Does the ghost of our laughters linger through your new home? Do you walk by the beach and see us? Do you lie in the night and wonder if we could have worked things out? Do you? Or is it just me?
YOU ARE READING
this time i'll get better
Poetrysome short stories, self-proclaimed poems and presumptuous writings
