this time i'll get better

chapter 56: what was it?

What was it that wasn't enough?

What was it that made you want to give us up?

What was it?

I had made clear of myself and of my wrongdoings and somehow your decision had been sealed even before.

What was it that you saw me unfit to be with you again?

What was it?

Was it money, position or time?

Was it care, appreciation or attention?

Because I swear, I will give you what you deserve.

If you want any of it now, I promise I'll try my best to make you happy.

But who am I kidding. I'm just trying to make a person who doesn't want me, happy.

And soon enough, if we were to continue, we both wouldn't end up happy.

And soon enough, I will ask myself again, what was it that wasn't enough.