this time i'll get better

chapter 50: someone's going to

You lost someone who was always there for you.

You lost someone who would have waited if you told her to.

You lost someone who suffered your wrath just so she can be with you.

You lost someone who didn't even once asked for materialistic things.

You lost someone who would understand you even when you were silent.

Bear in mind, you lost someone so caring, and you let her go.

You didn't practically even let her go, you watched her let you go, so you had no other choice to let her go.

You can try again or make amends for the better, but she's already halfway out the door.

You can cry, beg and be desperate to get her back.

You can write the longest paragraph trying to win her back.

You can even bleed your heart out trying to prove that you love her.

You can show to the world that you support her.

Because no matter what you do, someone had done that.

Someone had already asked how was her day.

Someone had already called her.

Someone had already bought her flowers, took her to the beach, brought her to a fancy dinner.

Someone had already supported her when she was in her lowest.

Someone had already done what you're supposed to do.

And if someone had not done that already, someone's going to.