My Ex's New Girlfriend (gxg)

Part 26

It was extremely difficult to not just give in and try and flirt with Katie.

For the next week at work, everytime I would look at her, I felt myself longing for her. I wanted to indulge in her.

However, I couldn't.

She was in a relationship, and that couldn't happen anymore.

Maybe I'll get over it with time.

About a week and a half after Katie and I agreed to cut out the flirting, I noticed that Brandon looked down at work behind the bar.

"What's up?" I asked him as he made a few drinks for my table, "You look down."

He shrugged, "It's stupid."

"It's not. You can tell me."

Brandon looked at me with his dark eyes and said, "Fine. I'm just kind of upset that summer is now really ending. It was great, having everyone over all the time at the pool. I want that to continue, I just know that it might not. I don't do that well with being alone, Cam. It was nice having everyone around all the time."

I knew that it likely was not easy for Brandon to be vulnerable like this, so I wanted to be as kind as possible.

"Brandon, if you invite us all over, we will come over. Sure, your pool is great, but that's not why we come over. You create an atmosphere that makes all of us want to be there and be around you. You just got a jacuzzi, right?"

He nodded, "I did. Well, my dad did, but that's beside the point."

"We could all come over this weekend and chill in the jacuzzi. Just because your pool is closing doesn't mean we all won't hangout."

Brandon gave me a grateful smile, "Thanks, Cam. I appreciate it, and I appreciate you. I'll invite everyone over on Saturday to chill in the jacuzzi. Also, let me invite your brother one of these days as well, he was great."

"He, my dad, and my other brother are going on a camping trip this weekend, but I'm sure he'd love to come to any other hang-out at your place."

Brandon smiled at me, "Cool. Thanks again, Cam."

On Saturday I worked a lunch shift and was glad that I would be able to make it to Brandon's at a reasonable time.

I wonder if Katie will be there?

I really hope that she is.

I can't help it.

Whenever I thought about Katie, besides the affection that I had toward her, there was also a level of sexual attraction that I had for her that I hadn't felt in a long time.

After I lost the baby, I was terrified to have sex again. I was scared that I was going to get pregnant again, my Doctor wanted me to wait before having sex, and I felt so uncomfortable in my body and fucked emotionally that I just had no desire.

In the 4 months after I had my baby and lost her, I was only able to bring myself to have sex with Tristan one time, after I got an IUD.

He broke up with me a week later.

I thought for a little while there that I wasn't going to want to have sex for a long time, possibly even forever, as ridiculous as the sounds.

Katie awakened something inside of me that I hadn't felt in a long time, and I knew it wasn't just me being horny from not having sex for over 9 months.

It was her.

When I shared the bed with her at Brandon's beach house, the whole time I wanted her, more than words can describe.