Wife of the Cruel Billionaire | Tzukook (New)

CHAPTER 39

~ Tzuyu's POV~

I couldn't help but feel my heart was aching when I saw the reddened and tear filled eyes, of him. I know that I shouldn't be feeling about him in this way anymore but I just couldn't help it since my heart is deeply in love with him. I gripped the bedsheet tightly not knowing how to look away from him when his whole face was patterned with guilt and pain. Is he guilty? Guilty for what he did to me? Or he's even bothered because he couldn't spend time with his lover after what happened with me?

"You... can't divorce me. I'm not letting you either... we aren't getting divorced" I averted my gaze from him. He doesn't want to divorce me? Why? Is it because he wants to see me suffer more or is it because he's not done hurting me yet? When I requested for the divorce from his parents, I really meant it. I always told myself that I would step away if Jungkook ever fell in love with someone else. And now it has happened... so I just want to walk away from his life without making things hard for both of us.

"How can you even ask this? How could you? Shameless bastard!"

I was taken back when I heard mom's angry voice. At the same time, a painful crisp sound speared everywhere inside of the room. I looked at Jungkook... his eyes were still on me as he completely ignored that he was just slapped by his mother. His eyes begged looking at me. He shouldn't look at me like that since he never acknowledged me when I look at him. And I need to see the end of everything. It's such a short period but when I think about everything he did to me, I just feel pity for myself and I need to give myself a good life where no one hurts me.

"What have you done? Is this the way I raised you? Is this the way your dad raised you? To violate your own wife? From where did you learn this? Answer me! How did you become like this JUNGKOOK?! I just can't... believe you... became like this..."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath while my heart ached so badly to hear mom crying. I hate myself for telling the truth but when she asked me, I couldn't lie to her. I don't want to lie to her. I respect her and I love her.

"I'm... sorry... but I won't divorce her"

I heard Jungkook's shaky voice but I didn't look at him. I covered my face with both my hands as my eyes let out tears uncontrollably. I just don't want to leave him but this time my heart was so disappointed and filled with emptiness towards him. I wanted to die but somehow I'm still alive and that means I should move on. I should just start a new life. I just can't trust him anymore. I just can't let him hurt me like this anymore.

"No! You are divorcing her! She should get her freedom! she doesn't deserve a man like you. I'm so disappointed of you, Jungkook... If I ever knew you would hurt the girl I choose, I wouldn't have chosen her for you. She's innocent.. I thought you will be tamed in front of her after all! But look at what you've done."

That's... good... It's better for us to end this pain filled marriage. Both me and him are suffering. He can't be with someone he likes freely because of my presence and I can't let my heart rest with his presence. So it's better for us to get divorced.

"I'm not divorcing her! I'm saying it now... I'm not divorcing her.." Jungkook breathed. He sounded both sad and angry. Again... he's angry. "Can you guys please... leave? I need to talk to her. Please... mom.. Dad... please" My heart began to thump inside of my chest crazily with fear when I heard him. I glanced at Jungkook. Is he going to hurt me again? Is he going to punish me for saying everything to his parents?

"How can I leave her alone with you? Although she hasn't told me the entire truth, I can understand what kind of things you did to her. Aren't you ashamed Jungkook? As a woman, I can't leave her alone with you anymore" Jungkook clenched his jaws and lowered his head. He said nothing. His silence made my heart shudder. How can I ever tell the things he did to me? How can I tell mom that he almost killed me and he raped me until I go trough virginal tears? I can't say those to her right? And I will never!