Mama's Boy

say goodbye

Warning:  I am sorry for the tears you will shed. If you don't cry.... Where is your heart?? Mentions of death, blood, sex. Love you all

Emily POV:

Three whole months. It's two days before I'm supposed to be rid of but I have finally done it. I'm going home I just feel it. I have managed to plan out every truck in and out. I had to sell myself out just for a ride out. All I have to do is find a way to get past the main gate.

Ivy managed to score me a wig, blonde one which isn't my color but beggers can't be choosers and a uniform when she was on washing duty. Love that girl, I'm gonna help her as soon as I'm out. I promised her I would.

I prepare myself all day. Ten minutes before guard rotation, I slip off from the cafeteria and get changed.

"Are you really going" Ivy asks me standing in the doorway of the empty cell I'm using.

"I need to get back to my family Ivy..you know that" I say softly. I button up my uniform and turn round. My breath hitches as she stands so close to me..

"What am I gonna do without you" Ivy asks me her eyes watering. This is the first time I had ever seen her like this.. I just hold her close and she hugs me back. I break from the hug slightly and our eyes lock, I feel myself moving closer to her without thinking about it. As if in a trance but then I remembered the time and move past her.

"Goodbye, I'll get you out" I say before walking away. Waiting for the right moment before I join on the tail end of the line. I keep my head down and mouth closed, I wish I could take Ivy with me but it's too late now.

I finally get to the entrance and the driver is there. I hop in the front seat and he drives us to the checkpoint. The man asks for my ID and I sit tense.. He asks again but before I can respond the officer beside me shot him right between the eyes.

We drive for hours and hours and hours before we reach my area. I get out and walk the rest of the way. And there it is.. My home.. My kids.. My family.. My-

"You weren't supposed to come back" no, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO.. I got stabbed in the shoulder.. A cloth is placed over my mouth and everything goes fuzzy.. I try to scream and reach out.. My babies are in there.. RUSSO.. LEAH.. RILEY..

Riley's POV:

It had been months since I had been little last.. I had tried but it's just not the same without momma..

Home hasn't been great either, Damon is a mess with a different woman over every night. Not that we tell mom that, it would break her heart to know we all had to endure Damon's Dicky ways. Without mom he is a whole different person.

Russo has a job now and works to provide for us all, Leah started a garden outside and I make sure Damon doesn't get himself killed. He has started drinking less though recently.

It was around lunch and I was looking for Damon so that I could ask what he wanted or else he would get pissy I didn't make something he liked. I looked all around but couldn't find him. I looked out the window and sawh him carrying some woman with long blonde hair and a uniform on.. Guessing it's just another one of his whores he fucks and dumps.

I don't have time for his shit so I just go outside and play with chase instead. Damon can do what the fuck he wants with his women as long as I'm not involved.

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Y'all..... I'm sorry..... I love you all..........

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