I learned not to idealize relationships because... I'm never gonna be completely ready, honestly.
Never.
So whoever loves me next will know that I'm a human who's had complex experiences... who has lots of fears, and who has a hard time opening up and letting her guard down. That's the person you're gonna get to know.
But you'll also meet the courageous version of me, that only a few people have seen. My strongest version... the person who will let you know, in all ways possible that they love you. I will love you with passion. That's how I love.
I like to touch your hand, I like cuddles. I like hugs, I like eskimo kisses. I like cheek kisses. I like to bite your nose😂, or your elbow😂. Or to rub my cheeks on yours, like a cat when they rub themselves on you 😂😂. I'm so weird.
I'm quirky but cheesy and idc to admit it now. I just love to the fullest. And I just realized touch is another one of my love languages lol.
I like to be silly. I like to laugh. I laugh so loud and I want someone to laugh with me, and not shut me up.
I wanna let my guard down, for once. Honestly I want someone to crack the walls. But someone genuine. I don't wanna get hurt.
I want someone to truly love me for me. I want someone to give me their passion as well. Someone to be completely into me.
Someone who cares about the details and gives me those details as well. A considerate man... someone who thinks of me and knows how to love me.
Someone who shows up for me. Who genuinely cares for me and wants to get to know me. But slowly. I don't want anxious men.
...
For real, ik it seems like I want a perfect man but all I want is a good man. Idc if he's not perfect.
I don't want a perfect relationship... I just want a relationship.
Not rn but I do want one😂.
