I think writing a lot about a person or something that is bothering me in general is the way I move on...I gotta write about it until I am sick of it. Otherwise my head will be bothering me about it, and I have to get it out somehow, so this is my way of "freeing" the thoughts.
Which is why his words truly offended me.
"Why are you awake at this time? Were you expecting me to read it? Oh Danna I hope you learn"
Because he had no idea that truly I don't tell people about him. I barely do, and when I do I leave important things out. I write, that's what I do instead. And it didn't matter if he was awake or not. I couldn't sleep from the feelings I was writing about... it's not all about you, even though it is. I'd still write if it was for another person.
It's how I do it...
