Chapter 87: you make me wanna make you fall in loveeee

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I told them.. well just about everything.

From my amnesia, to my association with the government, and even how Hawks was my legal guardian.

"Che, no wonder that bird freak is always around..." Blasty mumbled and I laughed.

"Back in Kamino, when the two of us were taken I..." I paused, taking a breath before continuing. "I found out something, something about me before the amnesia."

"Given our position, Hawks had to report it to the higher up and my punishment was a month of 'attitude adjustment'." I laugh dryly. 

"They did this to you?" Shoto grit his teeth.

All the while that we'd been speaking, he had been mindlessly tracing the scars on my back with his right hand, a cooling sensation following his feather-like touches. I didn't mind it, it was quite pleasant.

"No..." I mumbled, "I did this to myself..."

"HAH, don't be stupid," Blasty huffed.

He'd been seated on his chair, pulled to face across from me. The whole time he'd been deathly still, arms crossed over his chest as though to keep himself from moving.

I laugh again, this time to hopefully stop the pressure building behind my eyes.

"Guys uh.." I swallow thickly, "I think..."

"I might have been a bad person..."

I try to laugh again but instead a sob comes out. I choke it back.

"What the fuck are you say-?" "They knew me Katsuki."

I couldn't look either of them in the eyes, my eyes trained on my lap.

"The villains that day, the recognized me... They called me Nora.."

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"I think I was... one of them?"

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The room fell silent.

So very silent.

'ah you've done it now.'

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I did what I always did best.

I talked too much.

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They probably hate me now.

I'm a filthy villain, plus I've been lying to them the past year.

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I'd hate me too.

"I'll... go back to my-""Ryo Yamada"

I look up at the Candycane boy.

"Your name is Ryo," he stated and I nodded hesitantly.

"Then you're not a villain," he spoke calmly. "You're not Nora, you're Ryo."

I blink blankly at the boy.

"But I-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP," Katsuki yells and I jump.

"Saying all this stupid shit," he mutters unhappily, getting to his feet. 

"You, who do you think you are?" He leaned in as I looked up at him with wide eyes.

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