Marvel/DC One Shots{Requests Closed}

Un-addicted - Loki Laufeyson One Shot

     You loved him, you truly did but some times you shouldn't love someone no matter how much you longed to. You heart ached while he was away, he was your crutch and all you wanted was to be next to him. Despite all that you'd been through and knowing he was not good for you or your heart you couldn't stop loving him. You spent so much time thinking about him, that you had to physically pinch yourself to snap yourself out of it. You were addicted to everything Loki gave to you, he was everything you heart desired but everything you didn't need in your life.

"I shouldn't but I cannot help myself" you angrily tossed the book you had been failing miserably to read for the last three hours. You were hopeless, at least you felt that way anyways.

"I swear, he's going to be the death of me" you took a deep breath glancing briefly out at the Asgardian night, it was warm, much too warm for your liking and it made you extra agitated.

"What am I to do?" You grabbed your head, all of these questions, doubts, and memories made your head hurt and your heart throb.

"Jade?" your head jerked up and towards the very familiar voice that called your name.

"Loki. . ." You whispered watching him step elegantly towards you before placing a cool hand on your cheek, his touch cooled you to the very depth of your soul and you leaned into it.

"What has you worried so? I can tell from the other side of the castle that something is bothering you, Love" You were falling further and further into him, you became weak in the knees by just hearing him say your name and now he called you love. You had all but become mold-able clay in his hands, you were his plaything and even though he reminded you that you were much more than that, this is how you felt.

You didn't know what to say, couldn't find the words in your already stressed brain to explain to him anything you were feeling so you just threw yourself at him. Hugging him tight was you way of relieving all of the bad thoughts and doubts that clouded your mind while he was away. He placed his arms around your middle and for a long while there was no movement or talking, just a moment of hugging. You did this often enough that he didn't find it nearly as strange anymore so he simply held you against him.

He wouldn't admit it but there was something about you, something that drew him to you and held him there like he was captive. He had been bound and he had been chained but never before had he been free but feel so trapped. He had to admit it confused him at first but after months went by he found himself enjoying it more than he spent worrying about it.

"Loki?" you whispered unable to remove yourself from him grip, you craved his touch more than you craved the air you needed to live.

"hm?" he grunted in response to you calling to him but you couldn't force words to come from your mouth, "Jade, what has your tongue?"

"I'm addicted, addicted to everything you give me. I crave your voice, your touch, your company at all hours like I cannot live if I do not have them. . .I feel so very helpless around you" you whispered as he brought you out to arms length.

"How am I suppose to move on? How do I let you go?" he had a smirk on his lips as he pulled you close to him, his breath tickling your face as you locked eyes.

"You don't have to move on, you can stay addicted to me for all of eternity because I know," he kissed your lips ever so lightly "I don't wish to become un-addicted."