Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Thirteen

EMILY'S POV

I got back in and Joe was now in the living room playing Fifa, 'hey' I said a little nervously.

'Was your dinner good?' he said smiling, 'let me just say you look stunning' Zoe was asleep so he was able to talk to me like this. 'It was alright' I responded, I sat next to him on the sofa and watched him playing Fifa. Once he had finished the game he put his arm around me and turned my head to face his to pull me in for a kiss. I felt so guilty when I kissed him though because I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss with Dylan. I didn't want to tell Joe though because it would break us. 'I'm going to take a shower' I said quickly pulling away which I could see upset and confused him. I ran to the bathroom and took off my clothes and had a long relaxing shower. I put my towel around me and was now fresh faced, I got to my room and put on my usual football styled pajamas, I saw Poppy asleep on my bed so I walked back upstairs to the living room to see Joe sleeping on the sofa. I went to the kitchen and got a bottle of water to take to bed. 

I woke up during the night after having a dream about Dylan, what was going on? I can't stop thinking about it all. I checked the time and saw that it was 5:15 so I got up and went upstairs where Joe was still sleeping. I was as quiet as I could be and went on my laptop to check my e-mails. 1 New Message. I clicked:

Look Emily, meet me at the park today 1pm I need to talk to you. 

Dylan.

I didn't know what to do but I decided that I would go and see what he had to say. After all he was upset yesterday because of me. I went online to look for jobs but none were my type of a job which was sad. I wanted to do roof thatching again but there were no jobs available. I was in trouble. The time was now 11 and I had to get ready to meet Dylan, Joe was still asleep and Zoe was on Twitter in the living room with Poppy. I went downstairs and put on a light grey jumper and black skinny jeans with a beanie hat to cover my hair with black converse. I put on some nude makeup and told Zoe I was going to nip out for an hour or two. I got in my car and drove to the park. I met Dylan in the middle of the park he was wearing skinny jeans and a t-shirt with a long coat and some black vans. I walked up to him and he looked happier when he saw me. 'Hey' I said smiling.

'Hello' he replied, 'you look amazing'.

'Thanks' I said, I couldn't help smiling at this.

'I honestly didn't think that you would show' he said sounded relieved that I had showed up.

'Well, why shouldn't I hear what you have to say?' I replied. We walked over to a bench and Dylan brought us both a coffee from the cabin in the park. 'Thanks' I smiled at him. He couldn't stop looking at me. 'Well, I want to apologize for yesterday' he said innocently.

'Its okay, I'm sorry for just walking off' 

'I understood why. So how much do you need?' he asked politely.

'Well about 5,000 or 6,000' I said nervously.

'How about I give you 10,000 if you agree to keep in contact with me?' he seemed like he really wanted me to talk to him so I nodded it couldn't do any harm. 'I meant what I said yesterday you know' he randomly said and I just awkwardly laughed, 'sorry' he said standing up and started to leave. 'Wait, you don't have to go' I shouted after him and he turned around. 'Thanks Dylan for everything' I said giving him a friendly hug, I mean the guy did just help me out. I started to go to my car when I felt some hands around my waist I turned to see Dylan looking at me with his brown eyes. He leaned in to kiss me and I returned for a little before I quickly pulled away, 'I-I have to go' I said quickly before rushing off. I couldn't believe I had kissed him again. I sat in my car for a little and started to cry. After about 10 minutes I drove home.

When I got in Joe was awake and on Twitter and Zoe was packing her things, she was now ready to talk to Alfie about it all which was good. Joe was going home tomorrow which I felt sad about obviously but it gave me some alone time to think I guess. 'Hey Joe' I said and he turned to look at me. 'Emily!' He said running up to me and hugging me, Zoe was downstairs so he was okay to do this. 'Joe look I-' I was about to tell him when Zoe started to walk up the stairs so we pulled away quickly. I finally plucked up the courage to tell him but I was unable to so now I couldn't again because I was scared. 'What were you about to say?' He asked.

'Oh it was nothing' I shrugged and went to make a smoothie. Zoe gave me a hug and thanked me for everything. 'It was nothing really Zoe!' I smiled and she left for the train station. When she had gone Joe grabbed me by the waist and turned me around while he did this all I could think about was Dylan. Joe started to kiss me and I pulled away, 'Joe... I-' 

'Is something wrong?' he asked with sadness in his eyes.

'I-someone kissed me and-'

'What!?' Joe shouted which upset me a little. 'Who? Did you enjoy it? Did you kiss back?!' I couldn't say anything and just starred at him blankly. He just walked out of the house without his phone or anything. I felt so bad about everything so I started to cry. Where had Joe gone the only people he knew who lived in London were Oli White and Jim Chapman I called both of them off Joe's phone and they either didn't know where he was or he was there and they didn't want to tell me. I didn't know what to do. I got my car keys, locked the house and drove around London trying to find him but he was nowhere to be seen. I parked my car and went to get a drink at Starbucks, I sat at a table when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned hoping that it was Joe but it wasn't it was Dylan. 'Emily? Whats wrong?' He asked concerned.

'I don't want to talk about it..' I said tears rolling down my cheeks

'You've been starring at that coffee for 5 minutes now, let me get you a fresh one. Please come to my house so I know you're safe' He sounded really concerned.

'Look, now's not a good time' I said still crying. He pulled my hair out of my face and wiped away my tears with his hand, I turned to face him and he kissed me again. This time it was passionate and I kissed back not letting go. I went with him to his house where he made me a drink of coffee and kissed me on the forehead before handing me the cup. 'Don't cry, you're too beautiful to cry' he said softly I couldn't help but feel comforted by him. I put my head on his shoulder and cried into his shoulder while he held the back of my head. 'I love you Emily'.

'I know...' I replied, I couldn't figure any of this out. 'I have to go...' I said before kissing him goodbye. I got in my car and drove home. I unlocked the door and Joe still wasn't back and I was starting to worry. I sat on the sofa and started to think all of this through when the door slammed it was Joe. 'Joe!' I said running over to him.

'I'm getting my stuff and I'm going' he said sadly. Within 10 minutes he was back in the living room getting the last few things. 'Don't go Joe. i love you-'

'No. If you loved me you would be kissing someone in Starbucks would you!' he was shouting. He saw that? Oh god. 'Joe.. That wasn't what it looked like-' he didn't let me finish before he slammed the door shut and walked off. That was it... My Joe was gone. I opened the front door to chase after him but he was no where to be seen. I shut the door again and sank to the floor with my knees to my chest sobbing. I had blown everything. I grabbed anything I could get my hands on and chucked it at the wall making glasses smash everywhere by this time I was hysterical and couldn't stop crying. I hated myself for what I had allowed to happen.