Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Seventy-One

A day had passed now and I hadn't heard off Joe which was helping me to get over him slightly although so far it was proving to be difficult. I sent out a tweet to all of the Jemily shippers '@Emily_Brown: When two people aren't meant to be together. I guess they just aren't meant to be' writing this made my heart shatter because I remember how excited I was to tell everyone that we were back together and now I was telling everyone that it was over, this time for good. I didn't know how to spend my days anymore. I recorded a few YouTube videos but everyone could see that I wasn't the same happy person that I once was.

Luckily for me each time that I cried the children weren't in the house to see. Rose went to school and Jack went to nursery, I would hate for them to see me in such a state. I called over an old friend of mine who went to the University of Brighton. She rushed straight over and we caught up over a glass of red wine. We knew it was early in the day but right now we didn't care about that we just needed to catch up with each other.

I went to pick up Rose and Jack and they were so tired so they went immediately to bed. My friend went home and I was left in my living room alone. I turned on the TV where an advert came on 'Joe and Caspar famous internet vloggers are releasing their own documentary! This comes days after Joe's split with Emily. We will be talking to them tomorrow including the latest on Joe's new relationship with Bella!' I turned off the TV as soon as I could. Was this the reason why he had broken up with me?

I curled up on the sofa in a ball and sobbed into my knees until I finally fell asleep. This was how I had intended to spend the next few years. Crying myself to sleep on the sofa.

JOE'S POV

I left Emily I could see the hurt in her eyes and then when she cried I just couldn't take the pain any longer and I knew I had to get out of there. I didn't even get to say goodbye to my kids knowing that I would never see them again was destroying me. I had to go back to Bella's house, it was part of the deal. I just wanted my family who I loved with all of my heart to be safe.

Bella ran over to me and started to kiss me which I didn't return. She started to get angry with me for not kissing her back, 'do you want us to hurt Emily, Jack and Rose or not? Because if you don't I suggest that you start treating me like you would treat her' she kissed me again and the pain would not stop but I knew that for their safety I would have to do things. Terrible things.

A day passed by and I couldn't even text Emily to see if she was okay. Of course to rub it in Emily's face even more Bella insisted that the relationship was made public as soon as possible and saw Joe and Caspar: Hit The Road as a perfect opportunity. Me and Caspar had been working on the movie for ages but I kept it a secret from Emily because I was going to surprise her by taking her to a premiere which she wouldn't know was for our film and then when I had to say my speech, I would make her come to the stage with me and propose to her. I had been planning it with Caspar for ages now.

Bella had gone to have a bath so I quickly checked on Emily's social media where I saw her tweet out 'when two people aren't meant to be together. I guess they just aren't meant to be' and it just broke my heart. I just wanted to tell her everything and be happy with her but it was for her own good. Or so I thought...