Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifty-Seven

The ambulance finally arrived and I was still in a lot of pain I hoped that I wasn't loosing another child because one was bad enough. The paramedic gave me some painkillers and helped me to the ambulance on one of the wheelie beds that they have. I had my phone in my hand and I unlocked the screen to see my wallpaper of Joe showing off his abs (see image). It was taken when we were teenagers and when we first started dating properly after the Dylan incident. I smiled a little after seeing the picture but then got upset when I saw that Joe hadn't messaged me.

None of us had seen or heard off Joe yet why did bad things always seem to happen to me? We arrived at the hospital and I was rushed off to have an ultrasound scan to see if I still had the baby. Zoe came with me for the support just in case it was bad news. I couldn't even look at the screen because I was fairly certain that there was now no baby there. 'Well the good news is that your baby some how managed to pull through, the bad news however is that it could have difficulties' I was so thankful that the baby was okay.

'Thank you Doctor, when can I go home?' I asked.

'Well we will keep you in overnight so we can monitor you after the heavy bleeding but then you should be good to go home however you will be in pain for the next few weeks' he replied. I was shown into a room where I would spend tonight. 'Still no news on Joe?' I asked Alfie when he walked in the room. 'Not yet, sorry Em' he replied sympathetically.

'Thank you to the both of you I don't know what I'd do without you' I responded honestly.

'Anytime, you're family now' Zoe said as she hugged me. Zoe and Alfie were still at my side and stayed there even when I fell asleep on them both. I woke up the next day with pains in my stomach which the doctor said I should expect. Zoe was asleep with her head rested on Alfie's shoulder and Alfie smiled at me when he noticed that I was awake. I gave him a faint smile back and asked if he wanted a drink of anything from the machine. He said no so I didn't end up getting a drink at all.

Zoe woke up and they both went to get breakfast from the canteen part of the hospital while they were gone I let out a few tears that I had been holding in before someone walked into the room. It was Joe. I turned around to face him and wiped my eyes, 'where the hell were you?!' I shouted at him. He looked down at the floor and I got so angry. 'The least you could do is look at me when I'm talking to you! You god damn jackass!' I shouted. He still didn't look at me. 'You know what fine! Don't talk. See if I care. While you were off doing whatever I almost lost our baby but thank you so much for the damn concern!' I couldn't hold in my frustration, I had to let it out. 'Fair enough you went to talk to Caspar but for six hours! I needed you but you weren't there! I don't even see why I bother with you sometimes. Yes it may be one thing that you can't deal very well with emotions but this, this is ridiculous'

Zoe walked in while I was shouting and calmed me down slightly. 'Remember what the doctor said, don't get stressed it's not good for the baby' she hugged me. Joe had left shortly after I shouted and I could go back home now. Zoe drove me back to my house and I walked in, 'is there anything you need?' she asked.

'Go to Joe's apartment and get me Poppy and Rose please' I asked her politely and an hour later she came back with Rose by her side and Poppy running in the apartment. Zoe left with Alfie so that I could spend time with Rose alone, I snuggled up with her on the sofa and we watched movies until we both fell asleep on the sofa. The next day I woke up before Rose and I was in a load of pain. It was excruciating. I made myself some breakfast while Rose was still sleeping and I fed Poppy. I text Joe:

Emily: Hey I'm sorry about yesterday but you hurt me a lot and I think that we should maybe have a break from each other just for a few weeks maybe. Not permanently just while you and Caspar sort things out and decide whether you are going to live with me or him.