Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifty-One

The day after his heart had stopped beating Zoe, Graham and Tracey came to visit him in hospital. They told me that I could stay while they were there and I did for a little while, I wore an over-sized jumper and a pair of black leggings with no makeup and my hair in a messy bun. I hugged Graham as soon as I saw him and then I hugged Zoe and Tracey afterwards. Zoe comforted me as I cried on her shoulder, 'I'm sorry Zoe I should be the one comforting you' I whispered to her but she reassured me that it was fine and she was here for me. She also said that I had the right to be upset right now. I walked in to Joe's room once they had gone and sat next to him, Rose was with Jim and Tanya again while I was with Joe.

'I hoped that you would be awake by now... I'm losing my mind right now and I need you' I cried. 'I love you, I wished that I could take your place after all this is all my fault. If we hadn't have had that argument then you wouldn't be here right now. I hate myself for this Joe and for as long as I live I will never ever forgive myself. I just want to die right now, this was all my fault' his heart stopped beating at this moment and I walked out of the room as nurses ran in. This time it had been 15 minutes and they still hadn't come out yet. What if he was dead? I wouldn't be able to live without him. I need him.

I sat there with my head in my hands crying when I was tapped on the shoulder, 'we got his pulse back but now things aren't looking so good. You might want to start thinking about saying goodbye' the doctor said comforting me as I cried even more. I refused to believe that this was goodbye, I walked into the room to see Joe lying there even paler than he looked before, he had an oxygen mask on and he looked so fragile. I cried a little bit before sitting down next to him and starting to sing.

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.

I sang the whole song to him crying while I sang each word, I still had his hand in mine and that's when I felt his hand move and then his eyes slowly opened as he took off his mask, 'what a perfect singing voice' he smiled and I couldn't hold in my tears.

'Joe! I thought you were going to leave me!' I shouted in excitement as I hugged him.

'I would never leave you. I love you too much!' he smiled again and slowly put his arms around me.

'I love you so much' I whispered to him as I kissed his lips feeling his soft lips on mine. I then stood up and went to get a nurse, they examined him and I was so happy. 'How long have I been out of it for?' he asked confused. 'Two years Joe' I replied sadly. He looked shocked at how long it had been. 'How did I manage to not see your face for that long' he smirked at me. 'How's my little girl?'

'She's a school girl now, she looks just like you. She's perfect' I smiled at him tears still falling down my face. 'I'm so glad that you're here Joe. I wasn't sure whether you were going to be and it tore me apart. I'm sorry for all of this it was my fault Joe' I cried into his shoulder.

'Shh.. Baby none of this was your fault okay? Don't blame yourself for any of this. I have to thank you not blame you. If it wasn't for your singing voice I wouldn't be awake right now. You and Rose are my world' he said tears coming in his eyes a little bit. God I loved this man so much, I'm so glad that he is my husband.