Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

JOE'S POV

I went onto YouTube to cheer myself up and I saw PewDiePie had posted a video so I clicked on his profile, he always made me laugh. I looked at the thumbnail of his latest video and a tear fell from my eye, Emily was in the thumbnail smiling and Felix was looking at her and you could see the chemistry between them. The title was 'Femily play Outlast' and this brought tears to my eyes, they must be an item. I could see from the background of the video that it was in Jim and Tanya's flat so I texted Tanya.

Joe: Hey, is Emily at yours? 

Tanya: Joe, just leave it okay?

Joe: Please Tan, are her and Felix an item?

Tanya: I don't know, I hope so after everything you've put her through. She's my best friend Joe and what you did was horrible. 

Joe: I can explain...

Tanya: Just leave it Joe... You know you almost killed her?

What the hell did she mean by that? How did I almost kill her? All I wanted was her. Zoe had gone back to Brighton and I was at home looking after dad, I loved him and all but it was so boring. I made a quick Q and A video for my main channel but it wasn't the same as usual, I uploaded it anyway. I left Tanya 3 missed calls but she didn't call me back. I needed a friend right now but I had no one and by the looks of things I had lost Tanya and Jim as friends. Was I going to lose them all because of this?

EMILY'S POV

I said goodbye to Felix after getting his number so we could meet up again, we took a picture together and I uploaded it to Twitter. 'Have fun?' I heard a sweet voice say behind me, it was Tanya.

'Yes! Thanks Tan you're the bestest friend ever!' I laughed before pulling her into a tight hug.

'Hey I want in on this hug!' I heard Jim moan before joining us. 'This calls for a take-away' he laughed before ordering us pizza. I wasn't really hungry though, I only said I would have some so Tanya wouldn't moan. I ate a few slices before going to the bathroom to make myself sick. I didn't want this food inside of me even though I knew this was wrong. I had my number changed today so Joe couldn't try to contact me. Felix had texted me:

Felix: Hello beautiful ;)

Emily: Hey handsome ;)

Felix: God I can't wait to build up the courage to ask you to be my girlfriend! 

Emily: why not ask me now? ;)

Felix: Fine! Will you be my girlfriend? ;)

Emily: Of course <3 

Felix: Femily! <3 

I went on Twitter to announce the relationship because I was so happy. @EmilyBrown: Guys #Femily is a thing <3 @pewdiepie.

I didn't care if I was rushing into things, I liked Felix a lot! He made me laugh and when we kissed I got a funny feeling in my stomach like it felt right. My Twitter exploded with comments both positive and negative. 

@JoesWifey: What about Joe?! OMG!

@Phandom: Happy for you both!

one stood out most and it was from the man himself @pewdiepie: so glad that I've found you and made you mine! <3

After this people commented saying 'aww' and 'cute'. Then Tanya commented @TanyaBurr: so happy! YAY! 

JOE'S POV

I looked at my phone to see my Twitter feed flooded with #Femily comments. What was going on? I looked on Emily's Twitter to see her tweet @EmilyBrown: Guys #Femily is a thing <3 @pewdiepie.

My heart sank, I mean I know I told her to move on and forget about me but a part of me hoped that she wouldn't... Then I saw Felix's comment @pewdiepie: so glad that I've found you and made you mine! <3

I ended up punching the wall and making my knuckles bleed. I stormed out of the house and walked to the pub. I ended up getting so drunk, I couldn't see or think straight and I loved it. I could drown out all of the bad things with alcohol. I got so drunk I sang I won't Give up in the middle of the street.

EMILY'S POV

'Hey everyone! I decided to start making videos again! Did you miss me? Today's video is going to be a quick Q and A with Pewds because you all wanted me to do this. So question one, was it love at first sight or did it take a while?' 

'Well I loved you at first sight' Felix laughed and I nodded.

'Me too!' 

(10 minutes later)

'Bye everybody! Check out this fella's channel link will be in the description' I turned off the camera and Felix decided to give me a piggy back to the living room. I was laughing my head off because he made out I was heavy. 'How about I take you out for lunch?' Felix asked and I thought about it for a while. 'How about you just take me for a nice romantic stroll instead?' I laughed and he nodded. I got on my black coat and white converse before grabbing Felix's hand and walking out the door. We got to the park and took some selfies where we were kissing each others cheeks and laughing while pulling funny faces. 'OMG! Ice cream!' he screamed and practically jumped up and sprinted to the ice cream van. He brought back a vanilla ice cream for me and a strawberry one for himself.

We stayed out as the sun started to set, the sky was beautiful. A mixture of pink, purple and orange lit up the sky it was like something from a movie. When the sun had set we lay on the grass starring up at the stars hand in hand. He walked me back to Tanya's house and kissed me goodbye. I walked in the house smiling and Tanya was looking really happy for me. I was tired though so I went into the guest bedroom and got into my pajamas before going to bed.

(During the night/in a dream)

I looked down and there I was in the prettiest wedding dress I'd ever seen. I started to walk down the aisle with Jim giving me a way. The shadow at the end of the aisle became clearer and clearer as we got closer. Felix, I thought to myself and smiled. I got to the end of the aisle and saw Felix standing there in a white suit. He kissed me on the cheek and I blushed a little bit.

'I do'

'I do' 

'You may now kiss the bride' I looked into Felix's eyes and slowly moved closer to him when an image of Joe flashed before my eyes.

'Joe!' I woke up screaming, 'Joe! Where are you?' I shouted some more before Jim and Tanya rushed in. Tanya cradled me, 'it's okay it was just a dream' she said kissing me on the forehead she was like a mum to me. It was just a dream... Joe wasn't here. As I thought about this I started to cry, I love Felix I kept telling my brain over and over again but it didn't seem to listen to me. 'I love...' I started to say out loud. 'You love Felix' Tanya tried to finish off my sentence but I just shook my head, 'I don't know who I love' I cried some more.