Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Seventy-Five

EMILY'S POV

I decided to call Joe to apologize for how I had acted the other day. The only weird thing was that I was almost five months pregnant and yet my stomach was still flat but I knew the reason for it. I hadn't eaten properly since Joe walked out on me and I guess I have become too skinny again, my eating disorder had started back up and I knew that that was the reason that I asked Zack to look after the children for me but today they were coming back home again.

I got my IPhone 6s out of my pocket and searched through my contacts. Joe. I clicked on his name and the phone started to ring. 'Hello?' his soft voice said through the phone and for some strange reason, butterflies came to my stomach and I instantly felt safe. 'Hello' I replied, 'I need to speak with you. Where about's are you?' I asked remembering that he lived in London which was an hour and a half away from my home in Brighton. 'I'm at Zoe's, after the other day I needed family I guess. Why is everything okay?' he asked me. When he mentioned the other day I felt so guilty for hurting him in that way.

'Everything's okay I guess. Come over to my house I need to talk with you' I said and he said okay. Within 10 minutes he was here, I made him a cup of coffee and I had a cup of tea and at the start it was awkward and then I remembered that this guy used to be my best friend and realized that things definitely shouldn't be awkward for heaven's sake I told this guy when I had my first period so apologizing should be a walk in the park.

'Joe, I'm so sorry for the other day. I was angry, upset and most of all I was petrified. I didn't mean to treat you like that and I feel awful for doing that to you ever since that I felt awful' I said sadly, trying to hold back the tears. 'Emily, it's okay I could never be angry at you. Yes I may have been upset but that's because I love you and I knew then that I had blown it and-' I cut him off and pulled him closer to me so that our lips were touching and I gave him the most passionate kiss that I could ever give. When I pulled away I whispered to him 'I love you too' and you could see his face light up when I said this.

*A Few weeks Later*

I was now 6 months pregnant but you still couldn't tell because I was still tiny. Joe tended to stay over at my house most days now but he had to keep going back to London because of meetings and stuff to do with Joe and Caspar: Hit the Road. But that was fine. I had to miss all of the premieres because I was aching from the pregnancy and the fact that I was too small to have a baby growing inside of me but I watched the live-stream of the premiere on YouTube and I felt so proud of my boyfriend when he drove the camper-van onto the red carpet.

I was just having a nap on the sofa whilst Joe was having a bath after stay over for the weekend when I woke up with a pain in my stomach. I started to scream at the top of my lungs I didn't know what was happening, this wasn't a normal going into labour pain or a miscarriage pain. I didn't know what it was. Joe ran out of the bathroom surprisingly he was fully dressed but his hair was still wet. 'Emily? Is everything alright what's happening?'Joe panicked I screamed more and more while Joe rang for an ambulance. The ambulance came and took me and Joe in to the hospital. Luckily, Jack and Rose were at Zoe's house so they were alright.

We arrived at the hospital and I was rushed into a side room where a doctor came into the room. 'We think that your baby isn't getting enough food and because of this they aren't developing properly so we are going to have to give birth to that baby today' I started to cry because I knew that it was my fault. 'I'm sorry' I mouthed to Joe because I was unable to get my words out. Joe came over and held my hand tightly. I was induced an hour after arriving at the hospital and then I pushed and pushed for 8 hours until finally I gave birth. 'It's a baby girl' the midwife said to me before taking her away to be put in a incubator. I didn't scream asking them why they were taking her away because I knew that they were doing their job instead I asked, 'when will I get to see her?' and the midwife replied smiling faintly at me to give me reassurance 'soon'

Not too long after that I got to see my daughter who we decided to call, Amy which means 'dearly loved'. She was so tiny in the incubator and tubes were all over her body helping her to breath. Now I had three beautiful children with the man of my dreams.

(A.N- I'm thinking of leaving this one here guys so you can come up with your own conclusion as to whether Amy Sugg dies or stays alive. Hope you enjoyed. I will miss writing this fan fiction though!)