Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifteen

EMILY'S POV

In a way I was glad that Joe was finally happy but in another way it was killing me. 'Here's a drink of tea' Graham handed me the drink, he was staying awake with me for a little bit so that I could talk about things with him. 'Why don't you sleep here for a little? Joe's room is free or Zoe's?' I appreciated the gesture, 'I will' I said happily it felt so nice to be around someone who was like family. I messaged Dylan asking him to feed Poppy enough for 3 days he replied saying okay. 'I'm off to bed now, feel free to get anything you want' I hugged Graham goodnight and decided to go up to bed myself. I wanted to go in Joe's room to remind me of him. I hadn't brought any clothes so I wore some that Joe had left. I lay on his bed and saw a photo of me and him laughing, the school dinner picture. Everything smelt like him and I felt happy being around his things again.

The next day I woke up and smelt waffles all through the house, Graham had been cooking again he was an amazing chef. I walked down after changing back into my clothes and thanked Graham. We didn't speak much over breakfast but he had loads of pictures of little Suggy which made me laugh. I missed laughing. 'Joe's coming over here later for a few days why don't you talk to him?' Graham suggested. 'Oh... I don't know I mean...he might not want to see me' I replied sadly.

'Of course he will, he'll have missed you too' Graham also now knew about our relationship because I told him about that too. It felt good to get it all off my chest, 'how have my parents been?' I asked because we hadn't spoken for years. 'I'm not really sure...' I decided that I would go and see them today to try and build a relationship with them again. They were my parents after all. I walked to my old house to see that it was all bordered up and overgrown, they must have moved. A light came from this darkness though because I saw all of mine and Joe's old friends. 'God you got hot!' Matt said to me which made me giggle a little, 'thanks' I laughed. They invited me to the pub later but I said no, I was in no drinking mood. I walked back to Grahams and he saw the sad look on my face he walked over and hugged me causing me to cry. 'They've... gone' he didn't say anything. He walked with me to the living room and sat me down. A few moments later he came in with a cup of coffee.

An hour later the door opened and I heard Graham talking to Joe. Just hearing Joe's voice again made me cry. 'There's someone here who you need to talk to Joseph' Graham said leading him into the living room. Joe looked at me and sat down on the chair furthest away from me. 'If you'd have just let me explain...' I said angrily but also while crying, I was a mess. 'But now it's too late' I started to cry more remembering about June. At this point Joe walked to the sofa I was sat on and sat next to me. He put one arm around me, 'what happened to you... You've lost so much weight Em' he pulled me into his chest and I started to cry into his shoulder. This felt so great to be comforted by the man I loved but then I remembered about June and pulled away. 'You have June...' I said sadly.

'Not exactly... Well lunch with the parents didn't go well when they brought up babies and stuff' he said laughing before turning my face to face his and pulling closer to kiss me. I immediately returned and it felt so lovely to be in his arms again. What had happened was a mistake and deep down I knew that he still hurt but I knew that we would pull through this. 'Joe, I love you more than anything' he just put his fingers to my lips to show that I didn't need to say anything. I still had one slight problem, Dylan was at my house. 'I have to go, thanks Graham and Joe I will definitely text and call you' I rushed out of the house and drove home. I finally got there to see that Dylan had gone. Phew. He left a note saying that it wasn't going to work out then he left. It wasn't that I didn't like him or anything but I loved Joe. I got in the shower and got into some clean clothes, said hi to Poppy then made myself some dinner while watching The Notebook, it always made me cry. It was such a cute love story.

After that I snuggled up on my bed and text Joe telling him that I was home safe and already missing him. Before he could reply I fell asleep cuddling Poppy. The next morning I woke up super happy and went upstairs to make my breakfast, after breakfast I put on some sweatpants with a white vest top and yellow hoodie I had a naturally tanned body so showing a bit of belly didn't bother me I brushed my hair and straightened it before getting Poppy on her lead and taking her for a walk around London. It wasn't hot in London but it wasn't freezing either which was alright I guess. I let Poppy off her lead in the park because she would now come back when I called her. It was so cute to see her chasing the birds around the lake. I took a photo and uploaded it to Twitter: @EmilyBrown - Cute lunch date with this little one. I got about two favorites on the picture and one re-tweet. Then I uploaded another one because Poppy had jumped all over me and got me really muddy: @EmilyBrown - It was going well until I decided to get mummy all muddy. I uploaded it and had a comment: @Joe_Sugg - that's hilarious, you look great ;) I couldn't believe that he would put that knowing that the fans would see.

The rest of the day I was flooded by people following me and commenting on my photo. It felt brilliant, by the end of the day I had about 20k followers and most of the comments were telling me to start YouTube. You know what? I was going to listen. I went to Tesco and brought a camera to record with from the money I was given by Dylan. When I got home I decided to do an introduction video. 'Hello everybody its Emily here and I decided to start to make YouTube videos after being requested to by loads of you. So to start off I decided to make an introduction video where I will tell you 25 facts about myself' I read out the facts and made a few jokes here and there. The video only needed a little bit of editing and I managed to figure out how to edit it from Google. I sent out a tweet telling everyone that I had started YouTube with a link to my channel.

The video hadn't even been up for an hour and it was on 15k views. My phone was going mental from fans tweeting me and I saw that I had a text from Joe.

Joe: Finally! It's a brilliant video proud of you :) xxx

Emily: I know yea and thank you. I couldn't have done it without you and your support :) xxxx

It was true.