Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty

EMILY'S POV

I woke up and I felt amazing next to the guy I loved, my one. It was only 9am and I knew that Joe wasn't going to be awake for another 2-3 hours yet. I got up and realized that I was completely naked, I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. All I saw was a reflection of a fat girl starring back at me, why did Joe even like me? I mean come on out of all the girls he chose me? I had to lose weight if I wanted to keep him I knew that. I put on my sweatpants and white tank top with my yellow hoodie and trainers. I left Joe a note saying that I had gone out for a run and left the hotel room. I put in my earphones and started to run around the streets of LA. I ran and ran even if I felt like I needed to sit down I carried on running. I wanted to run away from the fat on my body but I knew that was impossible. 

After running for about two hours none stop I decided to head back to the hotel, when I got in Joe was still sleeping so I put the note in the bin and went to grab a shower quickly. Today was our last day in LA and I didn't want to leave because Joe would go back to Bath and it would be weird to not wake up next to him in a morning. But another part of me was super excited because I got to see Poppy again, it felt so long. It's true when they say that when you have a dog it becomes part of your family. I had already packed my suitcase because I knew I wouldn't have time otherwise, I got out of the shower after half an hour of thinking. I wrapped a towel around me and walked out of the bathroom where Joe was lying in bed scrolling down his Twitter feeds and other social networking things. I had vlogged a little on this trip and was going to upload it when we got back to London I lay on the bed next to Joe with the towel round me and pulled him to me for a hug, we lay in each others arms for a while before deciding to be productive.

I loved the times when we just lay there in each other's arms for hours starring into each others eyes. No one had to say anything it was just perfect. We got up and got dressed, today we were going to go on a walk around LA and sight see a little. I put on a pair of skinny jeans which I turned up at the bottom with a light grey tank top and my Ray-Ban sunglasses. On my feet I just put some white converses and Joe wore some shorts with a white tank top and some trainers with his sunglasses and snap-back. We left the hotel and walked hand in hand until we came across a nice park with benches and an ice cream shop. 'OMG! Ice cream!' I shouted like an excited little child so Joe went to the ice cream shop and brought us both some ice cream he had remembered my favourite flavor from when we were teenagers just like I had remembered his favourite flavor too. 

We sat down on a bench in the park and we just talked and laughed, it was lovely. We stayed at the park for an hour or two then carried on walking around LA. 'Joe... I don't feel well I'm just gonna go back to the hotel now, see you later' I didn't let him reply and just left as quick as I could it was true I felt light-headed and sick. I basically ran back to the hotel before I passed out but when I got in the lobby that was exactly what I did.

I don't remember what happened, all I knew was that I was now back in my hotel room with Joe sat next to the bed that I was lying on. He didn't take his eyes off me looking really worried. 'Joe?' I asked really confused as to what had happened. 'It's alright, you just passed out in the lobby. Have you eaten today?' I shook my head. Not really just the ice cream. He grabbed my hand and kissed it not letting it go for a while. 'I will order room service, you need to eat' he said rather sternly but I knew that he was just looking out for me but I didn't want to eat. The food made me feel fat when I put it in my mouth. I just smiled at Joe unable to speak, my head hurt and I could feel a migraine coming on so I closed my eyes and went back to sleep. 

When I woke up for a second time it was time to leave the hotel and head home. We gave the keys in at reception and got in a taxi on our way to the airport. When we arrived at the airport we quickly went through the security checks and boarded the plane. Joe slept the whole flight and I went on my laptop to finish editing my video and uploading it. It was such a cute vlog with cute moments like The YouTube Boyband singing to me and the dancing under the stars. I decided to dedicate the vlog to Joe because I loved him so much and wanted to show him just how much I did love him. I wrote a quick message in the description box and hit the upload button.