Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Sixty-Two

(A few months later)

I have to get used to having a massive stomach again I guess seeing as I was now 8 months pregnant and about the size of a beach ball. Turns out that Joe has to continue living with Caspar because they made a deal with the landlord so he was unable to move with me but today was moving day! My other apartment had already been sold and I was moving into a small house in Brighton, it was an hour and a half drive away from Joe's apartment but it was the only place I could get and I had to move. Joe didn't like the idea at first but he didn't really have a choice in the matter. 

I got into my mini cooper with Rose in the back and drove to Brighton all of our things had been moved so we didn't have to worry about that because it was all set up in Brighton. After the drive there I got Rose out of the car and she ran into the house, she was now four and absolutely loved to explore which I find absolutely adorable. I got into the house and made myself a drink before I invited Zoe and Alfie around because I already felt lonely not having Joe around. Of course there was Skype and Facebook but it's not the same as hugging him and falling to sleep in his arms is it? We said that we would be able to cope with a long distance relationship but I don't know how this will work. On Sundays he is busy uploading and doing last minute editing, on Saturdays he is recording videos and during the week he goes to meetings or events. He's always busy with being a YouTuber and all that so I don't know how he will fit us in.

Zoe and Alfie arrived and we ordered a Dominoes pizza and watched movies all night, in the end they decided to stop over because Alfie had been drinking and Zoe was too tired to drive. It was a great night but when I came to going on Face-time with Joe he text saying he couldn't because he was editing and then going to bed. I ended up crying myself to sleep.

As the days went on I was seeing and hearing less and less off Joe and we were growing further and further apart it was killing me but he didn't seem bothered. Less than a week now until baby Sugg gets here and I'm so excited but slightly scared not going to lie! I didn't know the gender but I couldn't wait to find out! I didn't even know if Joe would be able to come to the birth of the baby and that broke my heart, it was such a massive thing for me after Oscar and the abortion, Joe knew how big it was to me so he better turn up.

I was getting the odd pains in my stomach here and there until finally my waters broke! I called Zoe screaming, luckily Rose was at school, and she drove as quickly as she could to get to me and then she took me to the hospital where she agreed to be there for me while I gave birth, it was sooner than we thought, instead of waiting around I was rushed straight into a room and made to push. Zoe had called Joe 3 hours ago and he still hadn't text back or came to the hospital. I screamed and screamed and pushed and pushed until finally my baby boy had been born. 'Noah Sugg' I whispered to myself but it didn't sound right. I went through names like 'Harry Sugg' but I decided on 'Jack Sugg' it didn't really sound right but lets face it neither does 'Rose Sugg'.

My two perfect children, Rose and Jack. I was upset and a little bit mad with Joe for not being here though. 

(A few days later)

I still hadn't heard from Joe and it was like we weren't even a couple anymore, we were just strangers living our separate lives. I had settled back into my home and Jack was doing fine, better than fine in fact, he was doing brilliantly. Rose loved being a big sister and life was okay considering Joe wasn't part of it. I had just straight away gone back to the size I was before the pregnancy, I was extremely lucky and I could fit in my nice clothes again, I put on a tight fitting pencil dress which showed off my bum and boobs a little to make me look a little 'sexy'! I put my hair into a messy loose ponytail and my makeup was casual. 

I uploaded a picture to Instagram receiving comments like 'yummy mummy' and 'wow' which made me smile. I dressed Jack and Rose got dressed, 'should we go and see daddy?' I asked Rose as she was doing her shoes and she nodded excitedly. We got into the car and I drove back to London and to the Jaspar household I had news for Joe which I don't think that he will like. We arrived and I got Jack out of the car and into a pram because I had to park a while away from their apartment and the weather was chilly for a baby so I wrapped him up nice and warm. 

We walked to Joe's house and Rose knocked on the door weakly but Caspar heard the door and answered coming to give me a hand getting the pram up the couple of steps leading up to their house. I pushed the pram into their apartment and Caspar shouted Joe, Joe came up the stairs and I could tell that he was hungover so the reason that he's been so 'busy' is because he was going clubbing. I was angry but I didn't want to show it in front of the kids. Caspar picked up Jack and loved his little cheeky smile but Joe didn't seem interested. 

Caspar took Rose and Jack with him to his room so that me and Joe could talk. I sat on the sofa with Joe next to me and it was awkward at first until he said, 'you look nice today' his face was emotionless. 'Thanks' I replied a little sarcastically. 'I need to tell you something' I said quickly else I don't think that I would have said it at all. He looked up at me now with a worried look in his eye which made me feel sad because the news would upset him. 'I was offered a job in Scotland. It pays well and-' 

'You didn't take it' he said sadly because he knew the answer.

'and I said yes' I finished. 'I will be moving there next week, when you weren't here for me I knew that I needed to do something alongside YouTube to pay for the kids' I said truthfully.

'Don't pin this on me! You chose to move! No one is making you!' He snapped which made me even more angry. 'I try to have one adult conversation with you and you can't even do that!' I shouted back, 'spend today with your kids if your not too hungover because I'm taking them with me!' I said annoyed and left slamming the door behind me.