Best Friends (A Joe Sugg Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifty-Six

After the news had finally sunk in Joe picked me up in his arms and spun me around. 'This is amazing!' He shouted excitedly causing me to grin. I was so excited to have another child with Joe we were a little family before hand but this just made us an even bigger and better family. 'Joe... I will need to move out of this small apartment... Would you be joining me or still living with Caspar?' I said nervously, I hoped that he would say that he wanted to move in with us but I understood that Caspar was like a brother to him. 'I...I don't know... I will speak to Caspar about it I guess' he replied awkwardly. Joe went back to the Jaspar apartment to talk to Caspar about it, he took Rose with him for the day along with Poppy so I could have some alone time.

Don't get me wrong I love having a break but today I felt extremely paranoid about everything. I snuggled up under a blanket on the sofa and had a massive thinking session. I tried to text Joe but he never replied I started to panic.. The pictures on the wall all seem to be staring at me, the sound of the TV in the background doesn't sound relaxing and calming anymore but instead sounds menacing and too loud. My hands had become all sweaty and clammy while they trembled. I feel really hot and my vision starts to become blurred. 

I stood up rushing towards the door and went out to get some fresh air. Instantly the cool breeze hits me and relaxes me I stay in the same spot until the wind relaxes me completely and I start to breathe normally again. I walked back into the apartment and called Zoe straight away, 'Zoe... Please come over' I cried into the phone. 

'Emily? I'm on my way! Don't move!' Zoe commanded down the other end of the phone. I sat on the cold wooden floor with my knees up to my chest and sobbed. A few hours later the door opened and in walked Zoe and Alfie. Zoe ran up to me and hugged me like I was a little girl and I felt so much calmer now knowing that she was here. 'Emily what's happened? What's wrong?' Zoe said as she brushed her fingers through my hair. 'Zoe... It's terrible... I had a really bad panic attack...and-' I was cut off at that moment. 'Shh... It's alright' Zoe whispered to me comfortingly.

'I'm pregnant Zoe... That's why I was panicking I think' I responded and she hugged me tighter. I explained to her what the panic attack felt like and Alfie called Joe. After three missed calls Alfie finally got through, 'Joe get to Emily's now! She had a really bad panic attack dude she needs you right now. Yes! I understand that you're with Caspar but isn't this more important?' Alfie seemed to be getting angrier and that was when Zoe took the phone, 'Joe get here right now and come to your wife. I don't care if you're with Caspar or bloody Mila Kunis get here now!' Zoe shouted down the phone.

'Alfie stick the kettle on while we go to get dressed a minute' Zoe commanded and she led me to my bedroom where she helped me to get into my pajamas because I was still in shock. She led me back to the living room once I was in my pajamas and we sat down on the sofa. 'Thanks Alf' Zoe smiled as she hugged Alfie. Alfie put on the Xbox and played on Call Of Duty while Zoe tried to calm me down. 'Where's Joe?' was the first proper thing that I said to her. 

'I don't know Em, he should be on his way' Zoe replied sadly.

'He doesn't want to come does he? He doesn't love me anymore does he?' I cried into my hands.

'He does love you Emily but I don't know why he doesn't want to come' Zoe responded.

'If he loved me then why isn't he here?! I need him!' I cried more and more. The more stressed out I got, the more pain I started to get in my stomach. Oh no not again! I let out an almighty scream followed by another and another. I stood up and blood was all over my pajamas. 'Okay Em I need to to calm down for me a second. Just take deep breaths for me, in and out that's it. Alfie call an ambulance now!' Zoe shouted as she held my hand and I squeezed it tightly. Alfie called for an ambulance and it was on its way. After he had called the ambulance he called Joe, he said that it went to voicemail but he left several voice-mails for Joe.

One thing I wasn't sure on was if my baby was going to make it...