The next few days I didn't see or hear from J-Hope, it makes me sad...
I mean I have to understand, he's fucking famous. He doesn't have time to socialize.
Sigh.
Guess it was just a lucky thing.
Lena went back home. I didn't even tell her what happened with me and J-Hope, I was scared she might makes things crazy like tell other Armys, so I kept to myself.
But I'm alone, once again.
In Seoul.
Work is normal. Boring.
But I've been feeling so down..I hardly check Twitter or Fancafe.
It's like what happened with J-Hope, never happened at all. What if it was all in my head O.o?
Let me just set it aside for now and focus on myself.
I finished packing my belongings and I was finally leaving work. I said goodbye to my coworkers and once I stepped outside, I gasped.
J-HOPE IS RIGHT THERE. WAITING FOR ME.
"What are you doing here?" I asked calmly.
But deep down I'm screeching.
He smiles, "I wanted to surprise you."
I just died.
"Oh..hehe..how nice of you." I avoided his gaze.
"Sorry I've been idle, I kinda been busy with practices and sound checks."
"Oh no. Do your thing. Don't worry about me, I'm just...working." I said awkwardly.
He chuckled, "I knew you'd understand. Did you know sometimes fans get fed up if I don't update with them often? I mean my gosh will you just let me breathe?"
So we upset you...I'm sorry.
"Oh.." was all I said.
"Yeah..anyway, shall we start walking?" He gestured me to hold his arm.
I gladly did so but I was nervous.
"Uhm..Hoseok?"
"Mm?"
"Aren't you afraid a fan might see us?"
"Nah. I'm hardly recognized."
What the hell? Are you dumb?
"Sure about that?" I asked.
"Mhm. Positive." He assured.
"Ok then..."
Then that means I'll keep a look out.
But I'm afraid.
This can't be happening...as much as I try to believe it, it just doesn't seem real. J-Hope walking me home? Like huh? No..
I moved away and put my hands in my pockets.
He looked at me confused, "Hey..what's the matter?"
I've read fanfics and even had dreams..it never ends well. A fan and idol relationship always has drama. I can't do this.
"I'm sorry Hoseok, but stay away from me." I warned.
"What the hell?" He exclaimed.
"Look I don't want your fans to attack me so..please. Don't make me go through such things. I'm sorry.." I fast walked away from him.
As much as it BROKE ME to do that. I had to! Ain't no saesangs coming after me.
I felt a tear stream down from my cheek, I wiped it and sniffled.
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Lucky Fan Girl (BTS J-HOPE FANFIC)
FanfictionJust another fan girl trying to get lucky with the BTS boys, but this one gets a bit too lucky. If you're J-Hope trash like I am, feel free to read~ ¡MATURE CONTENT! Cover by: Koneko_Senpaixx ; My army sista~