My knee wouldn't stop bobbing up and down, I couldn't prevent my hands from shaking or even my eyes from rapidly glancing across the room. When I tried to perfect my signature it seemed to come out like a squiggled blob.
"Shit." I muttered, scribbling it out and starting again.
From beside me I felt zayns arm snake behind me, and caress my arm until he was cradling my hand in his. My eyes shot to him, but he wasn't looking at me, he had his whole concentration on the paper before me as he attempted to draw out my signature.
He dropped the pen down catching my attention. He scrunched up his nose and scratched the back of his head "looks more like your signature."
I didn't bother looking down at the page, i just couldn't get my head around the whole fact that we were in the clinic and moments away from realising if I was truly pregnant or not. Moments away from a pissed off Zayn or a extremely happy Zayn depending on how he took the news.
Zayn took the paper away from me, reading through the sheet then signing it at the end. I already knew I was pregnant, every part within my body was screaming out the fact. I had noticed a change, they weren't big noticeable ones but they were small discrete changes only I could see. Zayn didn't know that, he had walked in here completely oblivious to the fact that there was a rather BIG possibility that I was pregnant.
I suddenly couldn't stand being in this claustrophobic room. The smell of detergent seemed to strangle me and the voices around me seemed to deafen me. I had to get out of there.
I grabbed my purse and burst out of the clinic doors feeling the cool crisp air. From behind me Zayn grabbed at me arm. "Babe? Where are you going?" He asked.
I brushed his arm off. "I-I need some fresh air."
He looked a little torn, like he didn't know if he would go back inside and wait for me to cool off or stay beside me and comfort me. He was rooted to the ground like he had a feeling that if he turned his back on me I'd make a run for the trees.
I gently took a seat in the chair. "Well....their calling us in." He said, glancing over his shoulder. "Let's go..."
"I don't want to go." I said looking down at my hands. Couldn't we just do this another time?
"Babe...we can't just cancel our appointment." He said crouching down to my level. "We're here now so let's just get this over and done."
"And then what Zayn!" I almost shouted at him. I knew I was drawing attention but staying here any minute longer was making me anticipated.
"Then we'll get on with our normal lives!" He exclaimed "it's as simple as that."
I shook my head, kicking the gravel "you're forgetting the possibility that I could be pregnant." I said "that's another member within our household."
"Could. You could be pregnant." He said specifically "but I know you're not.......because whenever we were at it, I had protected us from this sort of stuff."
"Oh really?! So now are we going to rely on a condom?!" I threw my hands up. I was pissed because he wasn't open to the possibility that I was pregnant. WhAts going to happen when he finds out that I am pregnant?
"Look can we just go in, whatever happens next we'll figure out when the time comes."
I really wanted to argue with him then but I knew that the wise thing to do was to just go inside and get this over with.
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"Alright mr and mrs Malik." Said the nurse swivelling around in her chair to face us. "So I'll get you to test it out on these three sticks, once you are done just bring it in and I'll tell you both the news."
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Forced to marry him! Completely re-edited
RomanceLexi pike was an ordinary girl, with an ordinary job and an ordinary lifestyle - that is until she met Zayn Malik. He was -whether she liked it or not- her future husband, after her father agreed to a stupid deal years ago. She was determined to hat...