Thug's Nanny 2

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27 | Family Comes First

Ronnie

"So um.. What's your goals in life?" I asked Emily , hating every moment of this .

My parents set up this blind date for me which i did not ask for. I would walk right out but considering both of our parents are in the other room , I was not up for the nagging .

"Well I never really thought about that , I know my daddy will always be there for me." She shrugged with a wide smile as if it was a plus .

In all actuality , it was a minus . A woman who isn't even trying  become independent really turned me off . Resulting to my mind wandering off to Kia . Sighing from reminiscing on how our whole situation , I cringed too.

I felt like I did the right thing but I often found myself questioning it . Should I just have took care of another's man child ?

I honestly felt she would be better off without me . From the way of leaving her , she probably wouldn't forgive me anyways .

I stood from the table . "Excuse me." I mumbled before walking out of the dinning room .

"Ronnie , where are you going?" I heard my mother ask as I grabbed from my keys from the basket close to the door .

"For a drive . I need some fresh air."

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Genesis

I closed my jacket up as I knocked on Michael & Kia's door . I looked around as the winter's wind blew in my face . Hearing the door unlock , I stepped back a little as the door swung open . I heard a small cry as she slightly smiled at me , letting me in .

I looked around to see the baby girl in her swinger , crying . "Aww." I cooed , going over to her. "Can I--" Kia cut me off.

"Please , she's working me raggedy." I chuckled as I took her out the swinger , rocking her to put her at ease . Her crying settled a bit as she looked at me , confusingly . I smiled down at her as she looked over my face .

"She's so cute Kia . I don't know who she looks like." I stated , sitting on the couch .

"Me either." Kia mumbled followed my a deep breath , lying her head against the recliner .

I frowned , "so what happened ? Where's Ronnie?"

"He broke up with me. Gave me money to get back here and I haven't heard from him since."

"What ? He seemed so-- why would he do that?" I asked .

"My past bit my ass again. She's not his ." She croaked . "I don't know who's she is." A tear slipped from her eye, trailing down her face.

I looked down at Aaliyah as I felt guilt settling in . I still felt bad and guilty of all the pain that seemed to be my fault , I caused on everyone . As much as I try to move on from it , memorizing it haunts me .

"I'm so sorry Kia." I sniffed . She shook her head and wiped her eyes.

"Can we change the subject? I really hate thinking about it." She spoke . I wondered who was Aaliyah's father thinking of all those man who took advantage of Kia but I was gonna go along with changing the subject .