January 21, 2014 still
Mood and cause of it: Sana maging masiyahin talaga ako. Sa totoo lang kasi, hindi naman ganun kaganda ang araw ko, considering na nangyari pa 'yung incident with Blue.
How did the day go: They left me, my so-called friends. They left me because I got a tight schedule with me. Anyway it. I don't know. I just got hurt. I.. I really just don't get it. May ipapasa at aantayin kasi ako (which required a lot of time), at sinabi nila na uuwi na sila without even asking me if I'll be fine alone. Kasi sa totoo lang, I wasn't fine since yesterday. Haha. Baka nagpapakasensitive lang ako masyado. Kaso 'yung expression kasi nila kanina e. Yes, gusto kong samahan nila ako pero alam ko namang ayaw nila. C'mon Ehra, they don't revolve around you. Ang selfish ko naman para humingi ng unspoken favor. And ayun, di ako nakauwi agad kasi mahahalata ni Mama na may pinoproblema na naman ako.
Deep thoughts: I saw Blue on my way home, nasa bus, nakaheadphone, nakapikit and yes he is currently residing in my deep thoughts.
Other matters: Why did it make me smile?
Love,
Ehra
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