I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 2

TIM POV: I wish Faith would talk to me. She came home and was easily upset. I tried talking to her but she just pulled away, ran to the bathroom. I can hear her crying. It's killing me inside, one because I love her more than anything in this world. She can tell me anything, I just want to help her and two I just wish she would trust me enough to tell me whatever it is that's bothering her. I was about to knock on the bathroom door, when i heard Maggie crying. I ran to her room. "whats wrong sweetie" "I had a bad dream" "awww it's ok, how about I stay here with you till you fall back asleep?" "Ok daddy" I layed by her for at least about a half hour before she finally fell back asleep. I quietly walked out and went back to the bedroom. Just as I was walking in, I saw Faith sitting on the bed. "Faith, please tell me whats wrong" "I.I don't know if I can" "what do you mean? you can tell me anything baby, I love you" She nodded and wiped her tears. "well I went to the doctor today..." "yeah you told me that part And what happened?" "well I haven't been feeling well, I thought it was just a stomach bug. Anyway he ran some tests and..." She could barely even say the words. "it's ok go on please, what did the doctor say?" "ok well, first I'm pregnant" "Honey,that's great news baby" I said and hugged her. "Tim.. there's more" "What do you mean?" "Well first I'm happy about the baby, but there's a problem" "What kind of problem?" "They don't know yet. He wants me to go for more tests. But the doctor thinks if I carry this baby to term,it could risk the life of not only the baby but me" "wow.." I didn't know what to say. I'm shocked. "so what are you going to do?" "I.. I don't know Tim, I know I can't terminate this pregnancy" "did the doctor recommend you do?" She shook her head. "Faith.. please think about.." "Look I know what your going to say. And I just can't do it. I can't." "Faith I don't want to risk losing you" "Tim I will be fine. what if the doctor is wrong? what if I carry this baby to term and he or she is born happy and healthy? I couldn't live with myself. You have to understand that" "I do.. but I can't lose you! Gracie and Maggie need their mom" I said and started to get tears in my eyes "I know but.." "look how about this. Why don't we wait till we know for sure ok? when is your next appointemt?" "it's Friday" "ok well I'm going with you" "ok. well I'm tired I'm going to get some sleep" "ok, Faith. I love you so much. I don't know what I will do if anything.. " "Tim please, just stop ok" "fine" I said and got up and walked out of the room. I heard Faith crying. I just don't know what to do or say. I went in the office and just cried.