I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 26

FAITH POV: As I was lying in bed. I heard Tim coming back in. "Faith are you awake?" "yeah" "Look I'm sorry!" "yeah me two" "look you want to talk, let's talk" I sat up. "ok fine" "Look I think you still blame me for everything that happened" he said "Tim I told you I don't" "yeah you did, but I just can't help but feel guilty" "Tim look I'm glad I had the surgery, I'm sorry if I made you feel like you forced me into it. Truth is I knew it was the right decision. I was just so scared. I didn't want to lose the baby and you blame me" "Faith I wouldn't.." "Please just let me finish" "ok go ahead" "thank you. Ok so after the surgery when I made you leave, the doctor came in. He told me that if I didn't have the surgery when I did, the outcome wouldn't of been what it is now. I would've lost the baby and I may not of been here as well.  you were right I was being selfish" "Faith I never said that" "no you didn't,  I did. You did nothing wrong but wanting to be there for me and I kept pushing you away and I'm so sorry" I said and started to cry "please don't cry, come here" He held his arms out to hold me and I let him.  I just cried in his chest for a good 20 minutes. "Feel better?" he smiled "yeah a little" we laughed "ok you need to get some sleep, you need your rest" "ok one condition" "whats that?" "you stay with me" He smiled "I wouldn't want to be anywhere else" He leaned down and gave me a kiss. I Think this was the first time in the past few months he kissed me. He got in bed next to me and I layed in his arms with my head comfortably lying on his chest. And for the first time in a few months,I fell asleep with a smile on my face.