I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 28

FAITH POV: Thanksgiving went great. Although I got a little sick, I was fine after that. I was able to enjoy Thanksgiving dinner with Tim and everyone. My parents stayed in town for a few days than went back home.  Tim has been so great. Making sure I'm taken care of and the girls. I feel so useless. But he doesn't want me to do to much and either does the doctor until this baby is born.  I have a doctors appointment today. Betty came over to stay with Maggie since she didn't have preschool today. So Tim and I dropped of Gracie at school and than went to the appointment. I am really nervous for some reason. "hey you ok?" "yeah I just can't shake this feeling, that something is wrong" "With the baby?" "yeah..""Faith I'm sure everything is fine ok"  he gave my hand a squeeze. I smiled.  We got to the doctors office, I signed in. I was still very nervous for some reason. Tim noticed and grabbed my heand and gave it a squeeze.  "Faith it's going to be ok" I smiled  But I still have this feeling like something is wrong. Maybe I'm just nervous. I don't know. We sat there for what seemed like forever. I was finally called back. The nurse did her thing what she had to. "ok Faith Dr Peterson will be in shortly" "Thank you"  We sat there. I still can't shake the feeling.. "Faith baby you Ok" "yeah it's just.." Before I could finish the doctor came in. "hello Faith, Tim" "Hello" "Ok so how have you been feeling Faith" "Good, I did get sick on Thanksgiving but been fine since" "Ok that's good. Ok you gained a little bit of weight but not where you should be. I'm going to do another ultrasound today to check on the baby of course and the part of that tumor still in you" "Ok" The doctor did what he needed "Ok Lets see here." I than saw this concerned look on his face. And Tim noticed also. "Dr is something wrong?" Tim asked "well I'm not quite sure yet, the baby looks ok, grew slightly but still not where it should be at this point in the pregnany. And your fluid is very low, and that small part of the tumor has grown slightly" "so what do we do?" "well your fluid is what concerns me more, I want you to go immediately to the hospital" "is that necessary?" "Yes, we may need to deliver this baby as soon as possible" "But it's early" "yes it is, but your only 2 months early. The baby has a very good chance" "ok" I knew I felt something. "ok I'm going to call the hospital now. I want you both to go there now" "Ok Dr Peterson" Tim helped me down and got me in the car and drove to the hospital as instructed. We got to the labor and delivery floor. I was immediately put in a room and hooked up to all sorts of moniters and and IV. "Tim I'm really scared" I said as I cried "its going to be ok baby, I'm right here with you, I'm not leaving"  I'm having all these thoughts going through my head. What if the baby doesn't make it?