I Can't Lose You(Sequel To It's Your Love)

Chapter 23

FAITH POV: I woke up and looked around. Tim has not been back. Than the doctor came in "hello Faith, how are you feeling this morning?" "Good. Ok well lets check you out here" He did his exam Checked all the moniters. "ok I'm going get the ultrasound machine in here" "ok" he than left. About 10 minutes later he came back in.  "Ok lets check out this baby" He put the gell on my stomach and moved the thing around. "ok here's your baby" I couldn't help but smile. "Wait what was is that small thing by the baby" "That is part of the tumor" "So wait it's still in me?" "no not all of it. Most was taken out. We couldn't get that last part because of the baby and where it was positioned. If we did, it might risked the life of the baby" "oh wow,so what happens now?" "Well I don't see it causing any concern right now. You should be good till you give birth and than we get the rest of this tumor out" "so you don't think it will get bigger?" "No not really. if it does, I don't see it getting really big to where you or the baby's life is at stake" "ok" Just than Tim walked in. "Ok well I will leave you two here and if your still feeling good this afternoon, we can talk about discharging you to go home" "ok thank you Dr Peterson" "my pleasure" He said and left. "so how do you feel?" "Good" "look Tim, I'm really sorry" "No it's fine, you have a right to be upset with me. I pushed you to have this surgery and.." "No if you didn't, than I nor this baby may not still be alive and I thank you"  "Faith I just want you to understand, I never would've had you go through with this surgery if I thought you or the baby were in danger" "I know you wouldn't and I love you for it" "I Love you two" "so how are the girls" "They are fine, Gracie is at school" "And Maggie?" Just than the door opened Tim turned around "See for yourself" He said and smiled. "MOMMY" "oh baby come here" she came over and Tim helped her up on the bed by me. and I gave her a big hug" "I missed you" "I missed you two" "ok so tell Mommy how is school" "Great, I made you a picture" "oh you did?" "yeah it's right there" She than pointed to the table next to my bed. I picked up. "oh honey this is so pretty, thank you" She smiled. "ok Maggie why don't you go over there on the couch and watch some cartoons" Tim said "ok"  Tim sat down in the chair by my bed. He was quiet. I just did not know what to say. I feel bad blaming him and I wish I could take it back but I can't. I just hope he will forgive me.